Susiespring14

Hi everyone not doin well really sick feeling not knowing if I can make it but I have to I have five kids looking at mei don't know I'm tryin

artsoul

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I don't know much about benzo withdrawal other than what I've read online, which sounds awful. When I quit drinking, I tried to look at it like having the flu and kept telling myself it would get better if I hung in there.

I'm a mom, too, so I can empathize with you on feeling sick while you're trying to tend to children. Can the older ones help entertain the younger ones? Do you have a friend you can call to watch them for a few hours?

I hope you start feeling better soon. Once you get through this, it will just get better and better. Be good to yourself......

yestofreedom

hang in there!
it can only get better!

Susiespring14

I'm trying so hard the thing is I'm on other medication and my Dr is very upset with me that he wont refill things I take heart medication a muscle relaxer. I jjust don't know what to do

Thepatman

I'm sure your doctor will support you if you present your plan to quit? If you show resolve and that you are serious he has a responsibility to help. If not then you know what to do with your doctor...

Susiespring14

I know and I tried to get a second opinion and it just made a huge mess for a year now no one hows what is wrong with me and of course all the help from my friend isn't around because I told her I have to help myself and she got mad

Susiespring14

Its all just a mess

Sasha4

Why - whats a mess Susie?
You sound fed up and lost.
Whats causing it sweetie?

xx

spacestation

Ya, I kinda know where youre comming from,

It's like "how do I get out of this situation?"

And the answer is just no where around.

And for me the only answer is a poor one, I commit to end this when it is all alcohol is gone.

Judy Garland" Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I love you Tomorrow, It's only a day away"

Sorry to crash your Thread, I'm in terrable shape as well, and wondering WTF. Better I die? My health care system would prefer it.

No this will pass, I cannot imagine 5 kids in the mix, I would be out of my mind.

I guess It's time to quit, no matter what, no matter what.

If you quit I will too, Lets get our heads straight, and you know it will be a long time to make that happen, like at least 5 days, and then we will need the support of this forum to continue.

This is a ******** drunk one to another, why am I even suggesting this?

Whatever I say I want good for you. I'm in a poor state of mind, be that drunk and feeling a state of morass. I have to quit.

Citrus

Susie, I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I have four kids so I know the stress that heaps on everything. I often said things were such a mess but things are finally starting to look up a bit for me now. Don't give up, I'm sure you will find your way sooner than you think. :ghug3:

Midlifecrisis

Hi. I feel for you and can totally relate. I'm still going trough benzo withdrawals and have 5 kids also. It's really tough. Keep talking about it, this place has helped me immensely to not feel alone and to get my thoughts and feelings out.

Susiespring14

Thank u all the dr situation is a mess it's hard to do things and think about things when u have something and no one knows and they treat u like crap it is hard with. 5 kids very hard and now I'm going through this withdrawal and alls I can tell them is mommy don't feel good that's why I acted that way at Christmas