Newcomer and yet not so new
Newcomer and yet not so new
Hi, call me ChristopherThor. I have been in recovery from sex addiction for years. Also from use of things like pot and poppers. Drinking alcohol has been a problem over the years. After a while I gave it up all together -- for three years. Then I told myself -- maybe I can go back to drinking and moderate this? I got drunk four times -- disaster. So I swore it off all together. Then just yesterday I convinced myself that I could drink moderately once again. Once I started I couldn't stop. I drank lot of vodka and then did some sexual fooling around with another person who I didn't even really know and that came close to breaking my sobriety in my other sexual addiction program. Today screaming headache from all the Vodka -- dehydrated. Do I now realize that I cannot moderate this? Finally, at long last, can I say I don't really need alcohol in my life and I can do without it? So good to be here! Feels so good to be here! Hi everybody! Today is a new day!
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