miko67

Gutted at myself, went against my better judgement and went to a party. Heavy drinking probably only by me. No escape plan. All my effort taken im a matter of hours. That was sat so had another couple yesterday. And now suffering today, got caught in bar brawl last nite so im here picking up the peices. I need the help now can't go like this.
Sorry for my potties state of mind. I need you though.
Peace

Dee74

sorry to hear that Miko.

I was caught in my old life too - and sooner or later I got swept up and I did what I always did in my old life.

I had to make some changes, consciously make different decisions, and find more support.

You can do this - you just need to put more effort into staying sober than into getting drunk - does that make sense?

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miko67

It does dee. Thanks
I never be any different when I drink I always resort to madman.
peace is far away for now, that was two months and I was feeling myself ease into feeling good. Can't wait to dust this off.

Jeni26

Hey, sorry to hear that. Happened to me too after a couple of months , but I was able to pick myself up and get back on the wagon. You can too.
What will you do differently this time?x

miko67

Aa. I need it. Im going to do it this time , I want to be a better person, and drinking doesn't help me in this.

Jeni26

It's working for me. Reckon it could for you too.
Try not to get too down.
Relapse happens. We drink. We're alcoholics. The important thing is that you're back and haven't given up.
Stay close. We're here to help x

Xune

I like to think that figuring out why you chose to have the first drink, is awfully helpful in avoiding that very thing in the future.