next30

So day 7 I hit a bump and gave into a couple drinks. Something yesterday was telling me to just have a couple to relax. The first one was relaxing, by my 3rd I was questioning why! Woke up a bit grogy today and thinking about last night I didnt enjoy my drunk. Maybe this a good sign that mentally im ready.

Also roomie has a show at our local club sunday, its a big deal to him. I kinda want to go but also dont cuz they know me there as a long island king! My roomie hasnt asked me to go, I know he would like me to be there but understands what I'm trying to do for myself.

Anna

If you have the slightest doubt, I wouldn't go.

You need to put yourself first at this time, and hopefully your roomate will understand.

I'm glad you're back working on your recovery.

next30

True true, guess Im already having doubt. I dont think any of my friends who I have been open to about getting better will question my choice to avoid situations that could be counter productive.