ACT10Npack

So I can't stay at my parents place when let my thoughts go wild. Need to pick up my wallet at the hotel I stay at for 2 days. Going to feel stupid picking it up because I had bottles of jack and beer cans in there. Knowing that I was drunk in the room by the tone of her voice over the phone. Lucky I don't break anything in the room. After that I'm going to work so I can get stuff done instead of not going. Feeling a little bit better but can't keep treating my body and mind like this. Going to go crazy if I don't stop or even die.

Thepatman

I feel you ActionPack. We can really get to a dark place when we drink.
Hell can be right here on earth if we let ourself drown in despair.

Sobriety is the only way to feel happyness again my friend.

MIRecovery

AA Worked for me when all else failed

AAaaron

Best of luck to you,get your work done,try and hit a meeting,get a really good sleep in and hopefully you'll feel better tommorow.
Also dont drink and you will definitly feel better tommorow.

Best of luck to you,sincerly....

instant

My thoughts are with you. I used to worry about showing up in a state, or still being drunk and having driven to work.

I am thankful that it no longer happens since I admitted defeat and was set free

ACT10Npack

Had my last drink on Tuesday. :-)

Anna

Don't worry about what other people think of you.

Good for you for getting back to your recovery.