lucywalters

Hello. I really need some advice and help. I was with my kids father fpr 8 years in that time he has been addicted to heroin and crack and also took what ever else he wanted. We broke up because of this i have 2small children with him and they currently see him every other weekned as he was supposed to be clean and in recovery. The last 3 weeks i have the ache in my stomach that he is using again he has lost weight seems one min very uneasy to the next mjn tired and sleeping alot. He is usually a argumentative person but heis not rising to anything at the moment. He just seems off also owes lots of people money again im almost certain he is using heroin again. A friend of mine saw him the other night and imediatly asked me what he had taken. Its 24 days till xmas and i xant put my kids through another xmas with daddy like this and i also dont want them to hate me for not letting him see them. I just dont know what to do anymore i have helped him into recovery everytime for my childrens sake but i feel like im fighting a losing battle i cant take anymore..... please anyome any suggestikns or advice would be so grateful..