I have an IDEA!
I have an IDEA!
I have an idea to help me in being honest about what my drinking is really like: I start to slip when I start listening to the voice that tells me that "it's just a beer...it's no big deal." And, that voice, is sometimes right. Sometimes it is no big deal. HOWEVER, I am thinking that I should do a writing project where I write down, from earliest drinking memory, every time my drinking was a big deal-- all the consequences: broken shoulder, blackouts, dui, waking up with strangers, just simply feeling so sick I thought I was going to die... etc etc. I should just write down all the gory details, one at a time, and then we'll see if I can keep telling myself it's "no big deal." Just a thought!
I've actually done this myself and it does help. The thing is ... it's important to actually LOOK at it before taking that first sip!
Sometimes I even look at it at the very beginning of my day to remind myself that I am working on moving forward....
Good luck!
Day #8. One day at a time....
Sometimes I even look at it at the very beginning of my day to remind myself that I am working on moving forward....
Good luck!
Day #8. One day at a time....
I think that writing things down is a good idea. For me, it helps me to see things more clearly and to be a more firm grip on my thoughts.
I think you should do anything that helps you towards your recovery goal.
I think you should do anything that helps you towards your recovery goal.
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Certainly wouldn't hurt, and it would give you something to read when you think about having a drink.
I had to realize that too when I caught myself saying, yeah, I'm an alcoholic and I drink a lot, but I never did anything really bad (thinking, no dui, no jail time, etc).. and I had to stop and laugh, there was a whole list of bad things that I did that basically I just didn't want to take the time to think about.
Heck, I think I'll do the same thing and write out something I can look at, keep it in my wallet.
I had to realize that too when I caught myself saying, yeah, I'm an alcoholic and I drink a lot, but I never did anything really bad (thinking, no dui, no jail time, etc).. and I had to stop and laugh, there was a whole list of bad things that I did that basically I just didn't want to take the time to think about.
Heck, I think I'll do the same thing and write out something I can look at, keep it in my wallet.
Not only was I not honest in my drinking
but also with people, places and things
in my life associated with alcohol.
In learning about honesty in recovery I had
to go about it cautiously, slowly, as to make
proper amends to those Ive hurt or was
dishonst with. Cautiously as to not cause
more harm than good, especially to loved
ones.
There is a process when taking an honesty
inventory that will result in staying sober
and becoming happy in recovery.
but also with people, places and things
in my life associated with alcohol.
In learning about honesty in recovery I had
to go about it cautiously, slowly, as to make
proper amends to those Ive hurt or was
dishonst with. Cautiously as to not cause
more harm than good, especially to loved
ones.
There is a process when taking an honesty
inventory that will result in staying sober
and becoming happy in recovery.
Cheers!!
when i have thought the same thing "it's just a beer .. it's no big deal " In my head i turn it into "it's just a beer , it's no big deal for someone who isn't a binging alcoholic "
Meaning that I am a binging alcoholic and therefore should not be thinking one beer is no big deal .
One beer is a big problem for someone with an alcohol problem , it certainly was for me .
Bestwishes, M
Meaning that I am a binging alcoholic and therefore should not be thinking one beer is no big deal .
One beer is a big problem for someone with an alcohol problem , it certainly was for me .
Bestwishes, M
That is a good idea. Whenever I was getting urges I just sat down and visualised all the consequences of using go through my head for a few minutes. It certainly put my mind back on the straight and narrow.
Natom.
Natom.
when i have thought the same thing "it's just a beer .. it's no big deal " In my head i turn it into "it's just a beer , it's no big deal for someone who isn't a binging alcoholic "
Meaning that I am a binging alcoholic and therefore should not be thinking one beer is no big deal .
One beer is a big problem for someone with an alcohol problem , it certainly was for me .
Bestwishes, M
Meaning that I am a binging alcoholic and therefore should not be thinking one beer is no big deal .
One beer is a big problem for someone with an alcohol problem , it certainly was for me .
Bestwishes, M
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Right now I do the same thing, but not written down, I just go over everything in my head. It's easy for me to forget I have a 'problem' as I can usually drink moderately for quite a while before going on a massive binge, and by that time I & my friends have usually forgotten what happened the last time. But when I put everything together, it's really very obvious that I shouldn't drink at all. It's also useful for shutting up friends who are trying to convince you that 'everyone's done stupid things when drunk!'
I'm a binging alcoholic and that's why I couldn't have any amount if alcohol with dinner. It would eventually lead to a binge one day. I tried the lists. Had them in my iPhone. I couldn't moderate for the 18 months I tried so I'm going for zero alcohol now.
Just a thought.
S x
Just a thought.
S x
I'm a binging alcoholic and that's why I couldn't have any amount if alcohol with dinner. It would eventually lead to a binge one day. I tried the lists. Had them in my iPhone. I couldn't moderate for the 18 months I tried so I'm going for zero alcohol now.
Just a thought.
S x
Just a thought.
S x
However, I'm wondering what "lists" you are referring too--the list I'm proposing? I'm proposing it so that it keeps me from drinking at all, not so that I can moderate... I think I've proven beyond a shadow of a doubt that I can't do that consistently...
Hi Grace. Sorry if I misunderstood. I read that you we're having a couple. I feel completely calm now that all alcohol is out of the picture. It took a while but I feel very at ease with my decision to quit now. I was just sick and tired of the after effects if a binge. And they got pretty frequent.
I wish you all the best on your journey. I've just read through hit other post here and I can see that you were struggling.
All power to you now!!
S x
I wish you all the best on your journey. I've just read through hit other post here and I can see that you were struggling.
All power to you now!!
S x
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