Punkin50

My EAH is coming home from rehab today. He cut his wrist last Friday so they have kept him a few days, like that will really help. He already knows I am not going to stay with him, yet knowing him like I do he will try and talk me in to staying AGAIN. The last few days of being alone has been Heaven, not that I liked him being there. My stomach is already getting knots and I am just feeling drained. He, like most alcholics has a way of getting to your heart even when you have had enough. I go Friday and hopefully will have an apartment. It is so hard to find a place that is reasonabley safe that you can afford. Just pray God will give me the strength I need, I am just so tired and empty from all his mess. Thank you all in advance for your prayers and I pray for this community each day, it has helped me so much.