Are you happy now?
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Are you happy now?
Yes, Beast, pain-body, whatever the label is, you won tonight. Are you happy now? You must be, my drinking alcohol is all you care about. That's all you want and I keep giving in to you.
I know. Conversing with it is not the best thing to do. But, dammit , this F@@@@@g conversation just won't stop.....! I'm all over mindfulness, zen, AVRT, Tolle, etc. Not particularly religious. I do believe it's me and all me;
I know. Conversing with it is not the best thing to do. But, dammit , this F@@@@@g conversation just won't stop.....! I'm all over mindfulness, zen, AVRT, Tolle, etc. Not particularly religious. I do believe it's me and all me;
I know it's hard - been there done that
Beating yourself up is understandable on one level - but it's also futile.
What's done is done.
Hope you feel a little better tomorrow and will feel ready to 'remount the horse'
D
Beating yourself up is understandable on one level - but it's also futile.
What's done is done.
Hope you feel a little better tomorrow and will feel ready to 'remount the horse'
D
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Sorry for that major drunk whine, folks.
It's a new day; I'm not giving up. I've just got to find a way to flip that switch, to make and maintain that choice.
I lurk here a lot and SR has provided me with the tools to succeed. I can do it. I know I can.
It's a new day; I'm not giving up. I've just got to find a way to flip that switch, to make and maintain that choice.
I lurk here a lot and SR has provided me with the tools to succeed. I can do it. I know I can.
Join Date: Aug 2011
Location: "I'm not lost for I know where I am. But however, where I am may be lost ..."
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I can do it. I know I can.
What are you doing toward that end?
I know how it feels and I know you need some relief from this. Do not give up.
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