12 days..
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Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: Quebec
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12 days..
And I am happy and actually starting to love my life again. My sober life. I never been sober this long since feb 9th 2012.
Hard road ahead still. I know. Am working on my step one right now. Started at step zero. This introspection brings stuff back. Realisations. I now know why I went down under so bad. Well one of the main reason.
But school and work greatly help me, can't find the word in english...help me to "fix in place" my organization? Meaning it puts limits through responsability. Especially work.
Still get cravings... will they one day stop..? but the time laps in between gets longer. Slowly..
AA helps a lot. Did not make new close friends yet, mainly because of the age difference, cause I am shy, cause I am not from this town, and because I attend different group. But I give myself the chance. Already my face is known, and my name is starting too. Same as I am starting to know namesand faces.
Just to say I am happy right now.
wolfram
Hard road ahead still. I know. Am working on my step one right now. Started at step zero. This introspection brings stuff back. Realisations. I now know why I went down under so bad. Well one of the main reason.
But school and work greatly help me, can't find the word in english...help me to "fix in place" my organization? Meaning it puts limits through responsability. Especially work.
Still get cravings... will they one day stop..? but the time laps in between gets longer. Slowly..
AA helps a lot. Did not make new close friends yet, mainly because of the age difference, cause I am shy, cause I am not from this town, and because I attend different group. But I give myself the chance. Already my face is known, and my name is starting too. Same as I am starting to know namesand faces.
Just to say I am happy right now.
wolfram
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