Things that make you happy in sobriety
Not having to plan every waking minute around alcohol and, in doing so, always feeling like such a liar and a fake .. Every day: getting money for more booze (cash, so the liquor store wouldn't show on bank statements) .. trying to use different stores through the week so I don't look like I have a problem to store employees (ha) ... hiding booze at home .. drinking it in secret (home and work) .. breath mints and gum .. Visine .. trying to act normal .. getting behind the wheel, knowing I shouldn't ... fear ... and at the end of each day being sure there's enough to get me through the night and into the next day .. and getting up early enough the next morning to allow sufficient time to throw-up the first drink, get one down, and time for several visits to the bathroom (sorry, tmi) before going to work.
Exhausting.
..... Sobriety = Complete freedom from that insanity.
Exhausting.
..... Sobriety = Complete freedom from that insanity.
Lol your awesomeness shines straight through my screen Furnaceman!
I absolute love the 1-2 hours of morning that I now have. I read, potter about, paint my nails etc. All things I never did because I had a foggy brain, dry mouth and banging head most mornings. My snooze button is covered in dust now!!
Great thread Elisabeth! Just what I needed to read as I woke up for yet another AWESOME day.
S x
I absolute love the 1-2 hours of morning that I now have. I read, potter about, paint my nails etc. All things I never did because I had a foggy brain, dry mouth and banging head most mornings. My snooze button is covered in dust now!!
Great thread Elisabeth! Just what I needed to read as I woke up for yet another AWESOME day.
S x
And I'll add reading to the list. I love reading SOOOOOO much now that I remember what I've read, and finish the books.
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