Another Grateful Sunday.
Powerless over Alcohol
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Another Grateful Sunday.
Hello and good evening SR friends and family.
A nice morning as the sun rose today, reading and meditating this all continues from yesterdays. As my drinking career extended in my life the effects and outcomes of drinking just got worse and worse , instead of ever making anything better. As my health declined, I was seemly to always be in front of a judge, with no job, no car, no money, and had become someone with just that shell and no real self-worth. But, I still stuck that "friend" the drink to save me .My drinking was a full time job and obession. But now that I have come to surrender and I came into the program of AA I have been able to find a new outlook on life. With the learning and training of turning that alcoholic mind into one of sober thinking. Making every day worth something positive and something just free of that bondage. In doing so I have come to learn this life without having to rely on alcohol to get anything done. And now with my HP I can walk calmly thru each day, for its only that one day at a time I can handle. Each day is just a new day of learning about myself and good or bad I can work on me, and in doing so like myself again.
So with that today I pray I may build up instead of tearing down. I praythat I may be constructive and not destructive. I have simply started right from the bottom and thats okay. This alcoholic needed to lose everything over and over before I could come to grips that I wanted to live and not die. The past is my past and is what gives me my story to share with another, and in doing so I pray that I can help at least one other often as possible.
Enjoy today one day at a time is how we get threw this.
Keep living the dream and stay on the beam.
Good love, Inda
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A nice morning as the sun rose today, reading and meditating this all continues from yesterdays. As my drinking career extended in my life the effects and outcomes of drinking just got worse and worse , instead of ever making anything better. As my health declined, I was seemly to always be in front of a judge, with no job, no car, no money, and had become someone with just that shell and no real self-worth. But, I still stuck that "friend" the drink to save me .My drinking was a full time job and obession. But now that I have come to surrender and I came into the program of AA I have been able to find a new outlook on life. With the learning and training of turning that alcoholic mind into one of sober thinking. Making every day worth something positive and something just free of that bondage. In doing so I have come to learn this life without having to rely on alcohol to get anything done. And now with my HP I can walk calmly thru each day, for its only that one day at a time I can handle. Each day is just a new day of learning about myself and good or bad I can work on me, and in doing so like myself again.
So with that today I pray I may build up instead of tearing down. I praythat I may be constructive and not destructive. I have simply started right from the bottom and thats okay. This alcoholic needed to lose everything over and over before I could come to grips that I wanted to live and not die. The past is my past and is what gives me my story to share with another, and in doing so I pray that I can help at least one other often as possible.
Enjoy today one day at a time is how we get threw this.
Keep living the dream and stay on the beam.
Good love, Inda
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Powerless over Alcohol
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Join Date: May 2011
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Thanks all. Off here early tonight . Good day . AA meeting early. Made and dropped off 5 dozen pieroi to the American Legion. Now popcorn and Walking Dead..
Gooble Gooble Goo
Turkey for me Turkey for You
Thanks all. Off here early tonight . Good day . AA meeting early. Made and dropped off 5 dozen pieroi to the American Legion. Now popcorn and Walking Dead..
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