10 months today
10 months today
Today marks 10 months I've been without a drink. Wow, life is interesting without booze. It's hard, it's fun, it's challenging. Even thru all this icky times I'm going thru it's still better this way than my previous life.
Thanks to SR and all who've been there for me.
Thanks to SR and all who've been there for me.
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Good luck with 10 months!
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What has changed without booze? What do we have to look forward to?
A whole lot has changed! I have a new set of friends. I go to AA mtgs on the lunch hour, every day. I no longer have complete, manic, meltdown episodes. I haven't had one horrible, knock-down drag out fight with my husband. In fact, I don't think we've had one real fight. Little spats, disagreements, that are solved within minutes.
I realized I hated my job.
I have begun volunteering. Now THAT'S new. I feel at peace. That's a weird feeling. I'm happy 99% of the time. Even with bad stuff happening. I'm able to bounce back much quicker.
I had someone tell me today that when I first showed up in AA I was a mess. Now, not so. So I guess I have changed!
What you have to look forward to is, being alert, clear headed. Being able to commit to something and then actually doing it. Seeing how the rest of the world (non-drinkers and normies ) live. Living life without the crutch and obliteration booze gives you.
I agree, Lost - our sober lives are hard, fun, challenging. Just like our drunk lives - but this time we're not in a fog, getting numb, and avoiding dealing with things head on. All the grief I caused myself by hiding from reality!
Proud of you for your 10 hard-earned months! It's going to keep getting better.
Proud of you for your 10 hard-earned months! It's going to keep getting better.
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