Thinking about going back to NA..
Thinking about going back to NA..
I'm so scared though. The idea of having a sponsor and having to work steps and share and all that other stuff is scary.. I used to attend meetings regularly but never made a full comminmet or got a sponsor.
I guess part part of it is that I don't nessecarily agree with everything that is in NA.
And another part is I have such a fear of change..
I guess part part of it is that I don't nessecarily agree with everything that is in NA.
And another part is I have such a fear of change..
Jake,
The idea of sorting anything out in our crazy shambles of a life is scary. All I can recommend is to follow suggestions from people in NA. I went into NA, didn't get a sponsor, didn't follow suggestions, just didn't do much. I relapsed. Now I am working through the steps with my sponsor and listening to the guys who are sitting there all serene with 10+ years clean behind them. And guess what I'm clean and I'm happy!
The idea of sorting anything out in our crazy shambles of a life is scary. All I can recommend is to follow suggestions from people in NA. I went into NA, didn't get a sponsor, didn't follow suggestions, just didn't do much. I relapsed. Now I am working through the steps with my sponsor and listening to the guys who are sitting there all serene with 10+ years clean behind them. And guess what I'm clean and I'm happy!
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