misterritter

And I don't think it has anything to do with alcohol. Issues with my separated wife mostly, but the AV kept telling me how a drink or 10 would make it all go away and feel better.

I am fascinated by this AV thing. I am beginning to buy into it more and more. I know in the past that drinking never solved anything; it just fit well into my MO of putting stuff off and not dealing with it.

So, drinking never helped; it just enabled my other problems, and now there is this voice telling me to keep doing it. How crazy is that?

"keep doing this thing that never did you any good before, wasted a lot of time and money, and made you feel like crap the next day. C'mon let's try it again."

Sorry just ranting .

trikuza

yeah, the voice in my head will tell me to LIVE IN THE MOMENT AND REGRET IT LATER.

well...I always regret it later lol.

lilgolden73

Oh I know that voice well! Its a constant battle...hang in there!

Anna

Yes, it really is insanity, isn't it! I'm glad you're hanging in there.

MythOfSisyphus

Also day 7 for me, but not a bad one. My AV is somewhat cowed at the moment! Still trying to get my head around the huge world out there once you're sober enough to see it.

IndaMiricale

Ramble away , just dont pick up..