Tired of being other focussed........
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Tired of being other focussed........
I decided when I got up this morning because in the middle of the night I started obsessing and then I thought "Is this good for you"? And of course came up with NO ABSOLUTELY NOT! So went back to sleep thank GOD.
But being other focussed is such a waste of time so tiring and negative. I just want to live my life now and stop worrying about how another is going to behave. The only locust of control I have is in and around me nowhere else. Obsessing over another gives me no serenity,peace of mind and I certainly don't feel like a sober, adult I just feel like a little kid tring to get their needs met through another person.
But being other focussed is such a waste of time so tiring and negative. I just want to live my life now and stop worrying about how another is going to behave. The only locust of control I have is in and around me nowhere else. Obsessing over another gives me no serenity,peace of mind and I certainly don't feel like a sober, adult I just feel like a little kid tring to get their needs met through another person.
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