day 15
day 15
Hello again. It's day 15 here. Been sleeping a bit better, but I'm irritatable and short tempered, and sometimes I smell whiskey when it isn't there. Could be worse. Starting nearly every day with a 6 AM meeting. That's actually the best part of my day by far.
Alright hope all's well with you all.
Alright hope all's well with you all.
Oh and a funny thing happened today. I had to get out of the office for a moment so I was sitting down the street having a smoke when a random guy came up and sat down. We started chatting, somehow it turned to drinking and using and he mentioned he has 14 months clean. He showed me his chip and then scrambled off slapping me on the shoulder as he went. Weird.
Bump! Day 18 here. Feeling manic and can't stop working, day 12 and 13 is coming right up. Went swimming for an hour after the meeting yesterday morning, lifting weights sometime today. Missed my 6 AM meeting and I mean I really missed it
OK keep on keepin on everybody
OK keep on keepin on everybody
Day 20. Have a headache on and off three days. Cranky and lonely today. But I'm doing a much better job with recovery than in the past. Maybe I'm a little more motivated. One of the older guys pointed out that I'm relatively young at 35 but that I could easily lose some years if I relapsed and then I wouldn't be. I don't know but it sounds reasonable. So I'm going to at least 5 meetings a week, calling other alkies, networking and socializing and trying to make myself be of service in small ways. Plus I'm actually praying a bit which is hard to believe even as I'm doing it.
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