crazybabie

AH, stopped by tonight and brought me some money, he was jittery while he was here I have never seen him like that before, he also has lost weight I noticed that right off I did not see weight loss last week.

He left here going on a pill hunt which I am OK with I just wish he would find his bottom before it is too late.

I almost felt guilty for taking the money but I reminded myself that he would blow it on pills and he is part of my I am involved in my lease longer than usual I am the other part. I have been keeping a diary and I read it after he left that helped me remember why I am not living with him.

Our daughter gave him his Fathers Day card while he was here he didn't open it before she left and she asked him to, she called me later and said she was upset said she wasn't calling him Fathers Day I listened and told her I was sorry she was feeling that way a big step for me because in the past I would always respond please don't be mad at your dad.