rdytoquit

I will be leaving in the morning for a treatment center. While my physician is willing to help, that may not be the best for me.

If I leave I won't be on here. I will be working on my own issues while in there.

When I get back, I will update everyone. I promise.

Thank you all again for everything, and I will never leave you. Unfortunately I will return

-RTQ/Stephanie

Dee74

best wishes RTQ
look forward to yr update in time

D

Hevyn

Please do let us know what happens and how you are. We care Stephanie.

DisplacedGRITS

Listen closely and take advantage of everything they have to offer. You won't regret it.

sugarbear1

Kick that (alcohol's) butt! lol

We will await your return! Focus and heal well!!

Pandora1

We will be here when you get back. You made a great choice for your future.

Fenris

Good luck and best wishes, Stephanie. Stay positive and take advantage of the opportunity to change your life.

--Fenris.

rdytoquit

I have an update. I meant to post this earlier, but I failed to do so.

My physician is now extremely involved. There is valium waiting at the drugstore.

I will stop cold turkey and live on Valium for a few days. I cannot take ANYTHING other than the Valium. Not even blood pressure meds.

I am going this route first. If it doesn't work for me I'll go inpatient.

I think what is more important than this is the after, but I am here, aren't I? And that's a start. I have been living on here.

Anyway, someone will be with me at all times as well. In the event something bad happens, I am sure the ER will be called. I live a mile from a hospital.

-RDY