twentyseventh day hooray hooray
twentyseventh day hooray hooray
I'm feeling fine, stable,
Sharp,
Writing poetry,
Just aced a job interview today,
for something parttime,
so through compassion i'm finding my
place back into society,
This time on healthy terms,
my reschooling is going fine,
I don't want to be a security guard for the sole purpose of being a security guard,
No,
after this project, i'm taking special dog classes, with a pup of my own,
german sheppard,
Animals are higher beings then humans,
they just are,
I need friends, as a human, a dog is a men's best friend
furthermore,
working nights and such, gives me more time to pick up home-schooling,
university that is,
sociology, psychology, theology, philosofy, those kind of knowledge,
business perhaps,
I have no higher goal for myself,
in life,
then attaining knowledge,
and to give it back,
this are just plans,
but i'm laying a descent foundation right now,
writing moralistic stories, helping friends through tarot readings and such (just a tool of credibility, same as a MORE degrees lol, one bachelor just aint enough nowadays)
the girl, my girl is coming over this weekend again, our second date in a month, so we take time, a lot of it, we both need to,
I quit boxing, picked up Aikido,
Way more relaxed, gentle and plain....fun...
compared to the boxing gym there is a very very healthy energy in this dojo.
rapid learner I am, because I feel , more then I think,
i'm in a good zone right now
correction: I created a good zone with determinaton and power of will,
so i started to prepare myself allready
for setbacks,
life WILL throw these at me
Sooner or later,
it's all some kinda test, or joke
metta,
Sharp,
Writing poetry,
Just aced a job interview today,
for something parttime,
so through compassion i'm finding my
place back into society,
This time on healthy terms,
my reschooling is going fine,
I don't want to be a security guard for the sole purpose of being a security guard,
No,
after this project, i'm taking special dog classes, with a pup of my own,
german sheppard,
Animals are higher beings then humans,
they just are,
I need friends, as a human, a dog is a men's best friend
furthermore,
working nights and such, gives me more time to pick up home-schooling,
university that is,
sociology, psychology, theology, philosofy, those kind of knowledge,
business perhaps,
I have no higher goal for myself,
in life,
then attaining knowledge,
and to give it back,
this are just plans,
but i'm laying a descent foundation right now,
writing moralistic stories, helping friends through tarot readings and such (just a tool of credibility, same as a MORE degrees lol, one bachelor just aint enough nowadays)
the girl, my girl is coming over this weekend again, our second date in a month, so we take time, a lot of it, we both need to,
I quit boxing, picked up Aikido,
Way more relaxed, gentle and plain....fun...
compared to the boxing gym there is a very very healthy energy in this dojo.
rapid learner I am, because I feel , more then I think,
i'm in a good zone right now
correction: I created a good zone with determinaton and power of will,
so i started to prepare myself allready
for setbacks,
life WILL throw these at me
Sooner or later,
it's all some kinda test, or joke
metta,
Hey coming_clean,
Congratulations on 27 days! It is wonderful to read a post like yours that shows such gratitude and determination. It is amazing how fast things can come together when drugs and alcohol are out of the mix. Stay strong!
Congratulations on 27 days! It is wonderful to read a post like yours that shows such gratitude and determination. It is amazing how fast things can come together when drugs and alcohol are out of the mix. Stay strong!
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