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First Post Please help 
Hi everybody i really need someone to help me get through this im sick of this road i have been going down and so mad at myself. I was clean from opiates for a year through detox with suboxone and then i starting using again and now another year has passed and im at my worst i have ever been. And i seriously am in desperate need of somebody to talk to who knows where i am coming from. Its now monday or really tuesday at 2am but on friday i was suppose to go back to the doctor to take my first dose of suboxone and i let my addiction come over me and i cant take it anymore i want my life back. Im going to the doctor as soon as i wake up to take my suboxone and i just really need some support. When i take the suboxone my mind still is always thinking about using. I just really need some one to help me get through this please i just want my life back. IM READY TO BE OVER THIS.. I JUST WISH THAT I HAD WENT ON FRIDAY. I just cant forgive myself for anything.. i dont know what to do anymore please help
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Hi and welcome betternewme 
I don't know much about subs, but I hope some of our other posters will chime in
You might also like to check out our subs forum
Suboxone/Methadone Maintenance or Detox - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
welcome aboard
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I don't know much about subs, but I hope some of our other posters will chime in
You might also like to check out our subs forum
Suboxone/Methadone Maintenance or Detox - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
welcome aboard
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Originally Posted by betternewme7 
Thank you so much those two messages are already making me feel better thank you so much.. i have been clean for two days now it feels great but its hard....
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Originally Posted by betternewme7
Hi everybody i really need someone to help me get through this im sick of this road i have been going down and so mad at myself. I was clean from opiates for a year through detox with suboxone and then i starting using again and now another year has passed and im at my worst i have ever been. And i seriously am in desperate need of somebody to talk to who knows where i am coming from. Its now monday or really tuesday at 2am but on friday i was suppose to go back to the doctor to take my first dose of suboxone and i let my addiction come over me and i cant take it anymore i want my life back. Im going to the doctor as soon as i wake up to take my suboxone and i just really need some support. When i take the suboxone my mind still is always thinking about using. I just really need some one to help me get through this please i just want my life back. IM READY TO BE OVER THIS.. I JUST WISH THAT I HAD WENT ON FRIDAY. I just cant forgive myself for anything.. i dont know what to do anymore please helpAll the best.
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