coming_clean

Went to bed at 01:00 woke up at, 5:00 am at first.
This time I wanted to scream. However, the dream contained too much truth in all it's ways.

I've never screamed about the truth.

Instead I texted my......girl.
Well, yeah I guess she is now.
Her sweet words comforted me a bit.

I will not feed the beast. I makes him grow, so I will not describe my dream. I managed to get back into sleep, thanks to quite some control over my breath and nerves due to meditation.

I'd rather tell the following story instead.

I've had goldfish since I got uhm, 19. So that's nine years now. Some stoner'friends' gave one to me, with the words I was so lonely I could use some company. Guess I've always been a bit of a hermite/loner.
i got four fish right now, called:

Spasmo (click on youtube link below, he's FREAKAZOID lol)
Reverse (this one always swims a bit backwards, before continuing it's way)
Red Bull (latest addition, my girl picked her out last week, very very pure white fish, that wooshes all over the place)
Switserland (the most neutral fish I've ever seen, so neutral, you just don't notice it, still the others needs it's peace)

Spasmo
Alien feeding frenzy - YouTube

Anyways.
Five or six years back, I went out to buy groceries or weed or something. And when i came back, I found one of my goldfish, completely dried up, non-moving, non-twitching on my cheap student dorm carpet. It's eyes allready dead. Like fish at the market.

I still don't know what came over me. Even tough the fish looked COMPLETELY dead, no vital signs whatsoever. I did not flush it, but I did it back in the tank, and I poked it around a bit with my finger.

Well I aint no miracle worker LOL....but the bloody thing started twitching and came back to life. Had it for another year or two, untill it died when it's tank broke during a moving.

Now.....THAT's a story.

A while ago I made the following documentary where I managed to capture some aliens on tape...watch....If your dare.

*dramatic tune*

X files alien - YouTube

Dee74

you're a tripper cc - and I mean that in the nicest non drug related way possible way, lol

enjoy your week, man

PS sorry about the nightmare...

D

coming_clean

Thank you

I know I'm spacing every once in a while,
Most of the time LOL

It's nice out there amongst the starts

sugarbear1

Thanks!