Addicted BF's vs Addicted GF's
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Addicted BF's vs Addicted GF's
I just realized something about myself that isn’t too cool. Here I was irritated with girls that are afraid there addict BFs will leave them. Well, what I realized is that I have not had the same concern for dudes that stay with their Addicted GFs. I admired the guys for staying and thought they were weak for leaving, but was frustrated and protective with the ladies. I think it is because I am a female, and my BF has stayed with me through some pretty bad BS, Hell, I would have left me if I were him at certain points in our relationship. Plus my pop was an addict and my mom stayed, so I take stuff too personal and am protective of the girls. Anyhow, this was a good realization for me, and I think maybe I can try to apply a balance in the future. I also wonder if this is common, or if I am the only one.
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Yep Chino,
I thought I was OK after having no contact with the AS--that is going well, but perhaps when I stopped focusing my world on his issues I realize I have my own. I am facing them. I just never saw what a distraction it was.
I thought I was OK after having no contact with the AS--that is going well, but perhaps when I stopped focusing my world on his issues I realize I have my own. I am facing them. I just never saw what a distraction it was.
Me too December. It was so convenient for me to put all of my focus on my son and his shortcomings.
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Ty Ann, and to think.. I thought everyone here had issues but me
You know the drill, so used to the drama each day with the AS, and being the "hero" trying to fix it all... i do not know what to do with myself now--akkkkkk!
You know the drill, so used to the drama each day with the AS, and being the "hero" trying to fix it all... i do not know what to do with myself now--akkkkkk!
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shockozulu,
"Its Mr Higher Power unless I'm angry, then just like everyone else in my life it simply becomes Mr. Power."
Damn, I really love that quote and wanted to Nic it, but it does have the copyright- ha
And Ty Chino, I get what you are saying
"Its Mr Higher Power unless I'm angry, then just like everyone else in my life it simply becomes Mr. Power."
Damn, I really love that quote and wanted to Nic it, but it does have the copyright- ha
And Ty Chino, I get what you are saying
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December, what a great insight. I feel the same way. I am one of those who know that for me... I worry all the time. When the worry goes away, I am now anxious, what to do now with all of that conquering spirit within me? Letting go and looking within takes courage.
Great work
TT
Great work
TT
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