Tomm is the set date, scared
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Tomm is the set date, scared
I set tommorrow as the day to get sober. Its humbleing for me to say Im not sure what to do bc I have always been the one leading the charge, only my Army isnt what I need anymore. Ive read a lot of threads about friends v drinking friends and recognize this is probably the case, I have no other frame of reference. There is a small group of parents, mostly Dads in FL who hang out while their kids go out and kill the skatepark. I dont mean casually, these guys are the real deal. We all meet up with coolers and tailgate and are celebrated for it bc our kids rip. My son competes constantly so I cant avoid the event and the fact that his best friends are the kids of the other party guys who I enjoy hanging with is a problem. Im goin' in tomorrow and will just stay sober for that day as planned. Ill worry about Tuesday on Tuesday I guess.
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Show up with your own cooler and load it with what you want to drink...Might want to bring some stuff to munch on too...I wish you luck...You got to be there...You got to be there....If it gets really bad...You can always excuse yourself and step out for a bit.
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Once you learn to live a sober life you will enjoy your son's skating competetions so much more. My 2 daughters are also athletes, gymnastics and basketball. I can't believe how much more I enjoy the meets and games now that I am not hung over, wishing it was over so I could get a drink, or drinking secretly in the restroom. It will be hard at first, but worth it in the long run. Once the fog lifts you will connect with your son in a different way. The competetions will become about your son and not the tailgate party. I would limit your tailgating as much as possible until you are more comfortable not drinking. I found it hard to be around people drinking in early sobriety. I felt the need to drink in social situations and had to learn how to be sober and still have fun. Good luck.
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Maybe theyre going through the same thing, Im sure they are really. They just may not be as far down the path as I am or maybe they are much further down the path and see no way out, just playing their hand.
I think no matter what if Im sober Ill find the right way, been drunk half my life and the 1st half doesnt count bc I was a kid...That says a lot. I need to do better.
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He who endures, conquers....
Day one tomm..
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but now beer (countless!!) is just a slower way of killing myself the same way, I think. I was told I had Fatty liver 2 years ago which would stop a "normal" person. It was just a speedbump...got back on it as bad as ever. Lately my hands have been shaking terribly in the morning, thats not normal.
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One Irishman to another. Keep up the good work and you will certainly do it!
"May the sun always shine on your windowpane, may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain, may the hand of a friend always be near you, may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you!
"May the sun always shine on your windowpane, may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain, may the hand of a friend always be near you, may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you!
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