saljay

I am going to my first Alanon meeting in a few minutes.
Today was calm. I dropped some things off to my husband after work, and seeing his face, the sadness and fatigue on it, was heartbreaking.
I am hoping I can start working on my guilt and sadness (and a zillion other emotions) by going tonight and listening as hard as I can.
I also want to find my strength, my resolve.
I want to believe that I deserve to live a life without being threatened or scared, and that life most likely doesn't include my husband. That's hard.

Hollyanne

Braking up is so very hard to do.
Hope you get a lot out of your meeting.
He will be ok.
Leave him find his own way.
Stay committed to your own recovery.
Anne

Katiekate

So glad to see you saljay.

Can't wait to here how the meeting goes.

This is hard, really hard.

hugs xxoox

dollydo

"I also want to find my strength, my resolve."

Good for you! Keep moving forward.