I feel like ****
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I feel like ****
Idk how many times i have used, but its getting really old. Opiates benzos dissacotiaves phycedelics stimulants and marijuana. Im addicted to heroin and adderall, basically a weakish speed ball. I used to be addiced to cocaine and i occasonally used heroin with it, but i got switched to adderall when i tricked the physiatrist into diagnosing me with adult add, and shortly after became addiced to heroin. I buy the rest of my adderall from a dealer. Im prescribed 30mg Ir 3x a day. When i wake up and at 1:30 and 5:30. I take about 50mg extra in the morning that i get from my dealer. Thanks for the help.
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Im feeling sick, im having a panic attack, and i feel paranoid.. I forgot to mention i took too much adderall at 5:30. Im not sucidal right now, i really just need help on quitting. Im kind of scared because i took 90mg insead of 30mg and that puts me at 200mg, which seems really high. This experience is just making me want to quit even more
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Ah yes, adderall. I took it for awhile for the energy and the fact that I got super skinny. Felt great, but I took so much that my skin broke out and I could hardly function - always jumpy and spaced out.
That stuff will age your heart fast, and the people that I knew that were on it when I was and have not stopped look like hell. If you quit, you will eventually feel comfortable in your own skin again, and now I like the fact that I am mellow. (It was quite a personality change.)
I am so glad that you are going to quit. Use SR - it has kept me sober from alcohol for seven months - and I was close to hopeless. Take care, and best wishes.
Ah yes, adderall. I took it for awhile for the energy and the fact that I got super skinny. Felt great, but I took so much that my skin broke out and I could hardly function - always jumpy and spaced out.
That stuff will age your heart fast, and the people that I knew that were on it when I was and have not stopped look like hell. If you quit, you will eventually feel comfortable in your own skin again, and now I like the fact that I am mellow. (It was quite a personality change.)
I am so glad that you are going to quit. Use SR - it has kept me sober from alcohol for seven months - and I was close to hopeless. Take care, and best wishes.
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Originally Posted by xbloodwhipx 
Im feeling sick, im having a panic attack, and i feel paranoid.. I forgot to mention i took too much adderall at 5:30. Im not sucidal right now, i really just need help on quitting. Im kind of scared because i took 90mg insead of 30mg and that puts me at 200mg, which seems really high. This experience is just making me want to quit even more
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Originally Posted by Sapling
That doesn't sound real good...Have you thought about seeking some medical attention?
I think i may call 911.
Also my heart rate is rising and my home blood pressure thing says 80/160.
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