I miss my women
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Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Here, Now
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I miss my women
by my side in the middle of the night. I drank things away I can't get back. Working on sobriety, amends etc but sometimes the saddness of my addiction is overwhelming I miss my women next to me somethings you can't unscrew. I just need to go on and live with it Iight even learn but I can't get back those dang amends haunt me
MINEr
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: Bay Area, Ca
Posts: 505
I feel ya Fitz, I know for myself I can't give back to my daughter the fifteen years I was gone. Sometimes the emotions over it just own me. I just try to make sure what I made of her in not being there for her can be worked through so it doesn't affect her life. I can't make it about me anymore. Hang in there bud.
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Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Wisconsin
Posts: 82
I'm right there with you Fitz. I lost my fiance last year. I saw my daughter for the first time since November on Wednesday for three hours and then had to take her back to her mom. He mom will only allow supervised visits. I feel horrible for what I have done and can't seem to get over it this week.
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