MycoolFitz

As most of you know I'm an agnostic Buddhist drunk but went back to AA just not to be a know it all no nothing. I've had several deaths in my life recently, none of them mine, so I went back to my group of many years and looked around and just saw people. The guy next to me with the I Love Jesus Cap and the Lord's Prayer didn't get to me I think I let go, though I still prefer bizarre Eastern ways. But rambling, I made or tried to make amends to my ex wife. The hardest most humbling and growth experience I know. I follow a Korean Zen called "Don't Know" Like what will tomorrow bring--Don't Know. But the amend attempt was so powerefully humbiling, that now I feel some peace in the harm my dis ease caused. Not forgiveness but peace. So I guess there is something to that step. She responded with caring and it broke my heart what my drinking did but it did. May I never cause harm to others or myself again. Sorry to sound pitiful, its not how I feel just sick and sad but better for the amend.

Itchy

You both took peace. It can't be given just taken. Sounded pretty powerful to me.

Pitiful? No. Thanks for posting, again.

Itchy

You both took peace. It can't be given just taken. Sounded pretty powerful to me.

I say that I take care from myself, not of myself.

Pitiful? No. Take care from yourself.

Thanks for posting, again.

GirlFromCO

Itchy, you took the words right out of my mouth. That is strong, Fitz. There is nothing pathetic about it.

Dee74

doesn't sound pitiful to me either Fitz
Peace is a wonderful gift

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