alone on thanksgiving
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Join Date: Oct 2011
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alone on thanksgiving
Ok. I have hurt the people around me so much I will be spending thanksgiving by myself. I did this to myself. I accept that. It hurts not to be around my children though and lie to them and tell them that I have to work. My wife is taking them out of town. And she should. We are getting divorced because of me. I need support to stay strong all holiday weekend. I'm so upset with myself. But I accept the reality of my situation.
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We're not use to facing hard or difficult situations, we were so use to draining them out with alcohol. Maybe use this time alone to reflect on yourself and pick yourself up. As I said in another thread - One door may shut, but another door will always open. It won't be immediate, but you'll reflect on this current time in your life sometime in the future and you'll see how much you've grown.
Hang in there bud.
Hang in there bud.
I'm sorry - I know it must be tough, Ryan.
sugarbears suggestion is great - I bet there's a homeless shelter or something that could use a hand too - I find helping others really helps me when I'm down on myself
There'll always be someone around on SR too Ryan - you're not alone
D
sugarbears suggestion is great - I bet there's a homeless shelter or something that could use a hand too - I find helping others really helps me when I'm down on myself
There'll always be someone around on SR too Ryan - you're not alone
D
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Join Date: May 2011
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Hang in there Ryan ,
I saw you post on my thread that you were staying home. I am going to see if I make some meetings . Do you know where you are going.
There is a new club on Brookpark Rd called Home to Hope , I am waiting to see what they are up to.
If you want PM me and we could become facebook friends , so then I could bring you in to two private groups of Cleveland AA on there .
I saw you post on my thread that you were staying home. I am going to see if I make some meetings . Do you know where you are going.
There is a new club on Brookpark Rd called Home to Hope , I am waiting to see what they are up to.
If you want PM me and we could become facebook friends , so then I could bring you in to two private groups of Cleveland AA on there .
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I feel your pain. Divorce is tough under the best of circumstances. Last year my daughter spent Thanksgiving with her mom and stepdad. I hopped in the car with my dog, headed into the desert, and went camping for the day. While I didn't officially quit drinking until three weeks later, I feel that was the beginning of this journey for me. I remember stopping at a gas station and weighing whether to get some beer, and decided to hold off. It was lonely, and I was depressed, but I used the time alone to shift my focus from the past (regret) to the future (hope).
This year my daughter will be with me. I enjoy my time with her so much more now that alcohol is out of the picture. It's certainly not what I envisioned, but I love being a single parent. Do I wish I had quit sooner? Of course. Do I still have regrets? Sure, I think we all do. But I will spend this Thanksgiving being very, very grateful for the fact I quit when I did.
Stay strong. Better days lay ahead.
This year my daughter will be with me. I enjoy my time with her so much more now that alcohol is out of the picture. It's certainly not what I envisioned, but I love being a single parent. Do I wish I had quit sooner? Of course. Do I still have regrets? Sure, I think we all do. But I will spend this Thanksgiving being very, very grateful for the fact I quit when I did.
Stay strong. Better days lay ahead.
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Join Date: Nov 2011
Location: Toronto area
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I'm so sorry, I can imagine how hard that would be. I think the best way to get through it would be by continuing to work towards getting better. I'll be on here a lot this weekend as my husband leaves tonight for a golf trip until Sunday so I'll be on my own. It will be nice to post freely without worrying about him seeing though! And I won't be bragging about yummy turkey as I am a Canuck and we have had ours already.
I think what other posters said about volunteering somewhere sounds amazing. It will make you feel less lonely, and uplifted instead.
I think what other posters said about volunteering somewhere sounds amazing. It will make you feel less lonely, and uplifted instead.
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Location: Columbus, Ohio
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Ryan, If you are in the Cleveland area, you might consider starting your day with a Thanksgiving Breakfast followed by a meeting on gratitude. It's a little early, but you can always take a nap later in the day. No need to stay home and be alone. Make Thanksgiving a recovery marathon, volunteer at a homeless shelter, visit a nursing home and sit and chat with the elderly who do not have family visiting them. Do something, anything to get out of your own little world of sadness and help someone else. Serious.
Susan Lauren
THANKSGIVING BREAKFAST
Thursday November 24, 2011
Mt. Calvary Lutheran Church
12826 Lorain Ave.
6:45 AM
Gratitude Meeting
followed by Breakfast
Susan Lauren
THANKSGIVING BREAKFAST
Thursday November 24, 2011
Mt. Calvary Lutheran Church
12826 Lorain Ave.
6:45 AM
Gratitude Meeting
followed by Breakfast
Happy Thanksgiving anyway
Because of my addiction problems this will be the first time in 26 years that I've spent thanksgiving with my family. God bless you Ryan and have a happy thanksgiving anyway.
I let alcohol ruin my relationship with my two beautiful daughters. It is taking time but I am slowly rebuilding my relationship. NOTHING hurts worse then knowing that I let my children down. Don't let alcohol control you any longer. Use this site for support. Go to AA. Call a sober friend. Concentrate on getting well ryan. It is going to be a rough road for a while but you can do this.
You're not alone. We're here. We join you in wishing you a Thanksgiving that will be the beginning of a wonderful recovery for you. And some future year may you look back and say that that was the time life finally started to get better and may your family return and give you all the love and admiration you deserve. Stick with it. All the best.
W.
W.
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