this would be funny but
this would be funny but
I just discovered that while blacked out I contacted a company about an overdue bill that I didn't know I had, paid it and had them adjust my credit report. Would have been a successful night if I didn't drink enough to almost die and end up in the hospital. God, I hope this scares me enough to make it stick.
Mine was the opposite. I would spend money I didn't know about. My last one was buying a year membership at the gym down the street. I went there trashed. I can't bring myself to go back out of embarrassment. It was a lot of money. I consider it a very expensive lesson.
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Ahh... memories (or lack thereof) of those late nights after some serious bar time of going to Meijer with my good friend to look for the latest McFarlane toys... Many a median over run in the drunken pursuit of cheaply made Chinese crap!
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I really never was a online shopper while drinking, but the only purchases I ever did was going back to the store and buying more.. Then I would hate myself the next morning because I drinked and drived... The process would start over again and again till I finally kept myself inside while drinking.
The one part of your post that scares me is:
How can any night be successful if you're drinking? You achieve absolutely nothing from drinking. I really hope you do quit for good because it's a very dangerous past time to be involved with. Do something to replace the negative! Go for a walk and change your life style - Remember to replace something negative (alcohol) with something positive .
The one part of your post that scares me is:
.Would have been a successful night.....
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Join Date: Mar 2011
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Sadly, for me at least, nothing was ever scary enough to stop me. I would have drunk vodka mixed with bleach if it was all that was available.
I spent a long time waiting for my life to get bad enough to force me to stop and it never happened. No matter how bad things got, I could always make them worse.
Staying sober is about moving towards positives for me. Moving away from negatives failed me every time.
I spent a long time waiting for my life to get bad enough to force me to stop and it never happened. No matter how bad things got, I could always make them worse.
Staying sober is about moving towards positives for me. Moving away from negatives failed me every time.
God, I hope this scares me enough to make it stick.
That being said, I did nearly die from my drinking - & that was enough for me not to immediately brush this off after 3 days like I did all the others, and I followed through with the plans I knew I had to make.
By the time the thoughts came back that 'I wasn't so bad after all' I was well into a personal programme of recovery, and I ignored the lies I was telling myself
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I'm with SRN - fear works but not forever in my experience. Our minds are peculiar things.
That being said, I did nearly die from my drinking - & that was enough for me not to immediately brush this off after 3 days like I did all the others, and I followed through with the plans I knew I had to make.
By the time the thoughts came back that 'I wasn't so bad after all' I was well into a personal programme of recovery, and I ignored the lies I was telling myself
D
That being said, I did nearly die from my drinking - & that was enough for me not to immediately brush this off after 3 days like I did all the others, and I followed through with the plans I knew I had to make.
By the time the thoughts came back that 'I wasn't so bad after all' I was well into a personal programme of recovery, and I ignored the lies I was telling myself
D
I didn't think I could ever think 'I'm not that bad' after my last drink - but I did, eventually.
I'm a great/bad rationaliser
Fortunately a period of sobriety does great things for our common sense and goes a long way to restoring us to sanity
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I'm a great/bad rationaliser
Fortunately a period of sobriety does great things for our common sense and goes a long way to restoring us to sanity
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HarleyQ,
that was quite responsible of you to pay your bill. I did find it funny but was quite distressed to hear you ended up in hospital. Alcohol is a total mystery to me. What does it take for each individual to say enough is enough.
HarleyQ I hope that you can get through this.
CaiHong
that was quite responsible of you to pay your bill. I did find it funny but was quite distressed to hear you ended up in hospital. Alcohol is a total mystery to me. What does it take for each individual to say enough is enough.
HarleyQ I hope that you can get through this.
CaiHong
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