verylost

I shouldn't get involved, but I just want to know if AH is using or not. He came back this morning to help me out with some things and he seemed fine, but there were a few curious things. He said he was going out to dinner with his sponsor, he said he's doing well in his new place...he seems ok. It almost makes me feel bad that he's not living with us. But...it's the right thing...I know it's the right thing...I just worry about him and it's lonely without him. He just seems fine and normal and like he's doing well...but I've believed that so many times before...I just have to keep reminding myself he knows just what to say and do around me. Ugh!

outtolunch

Lonliness is the source of many unwise choices.

verylost

That is well put and what I needed to hear...thank you!

lesliej

my house is just two days solo now. I immediately cleaned and rearranged and it feels peaceful...
had a friend over for lunch and it felt a little like a house warming.
I don't know what will happen as time passes, loneliness, lightness. both/and
You are not alone, we are all out here, survivors of deceit and the thievery of addiction (mind/heart/soul) we recover, we forgive, we pray, we cry, we laugh.
I am praying for you.
As I pray for me...and for him.