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So i just happened to read the other thread about helpful quotes and decided to browse through my "recovery" folder on my email to find some good stuff to add.
And then out of nowhere i see this email that i had sent myself months and months ago. It is a chat between XABF and the girl he cheated me on with about a month after our break up. In it he is saying his i love yous to her and calling her "baby" etc.
And then I just think....why did I ever feel bad for that jerk? Why do I make excuses for him? Disease or no disease for him to say meaningless I love you's to somebody because he needs attention THAT badly is so disgusting. What a loser.
And then I realized a great thing: 6 months post breakup, I think recovery is finally setting in and it feels so great!!
Even though I do feel badly for that loser sometimes (the reason why I wandered back to SR after so long), at least I know better now as soon as I give myself some time to re-assess the realities.
And then out of nowhere i see this email that i had sent myself months and months ago. It is a chat between XABF and the girl he cheated me on with about a month after our break up. In it he is saying his i love yous to her and calling her "baby" etc.
And then I just think....why did I ever feel bad for that jerk? Why do I make excuses for him? Disease or no disease for him to say meaningless I love you's to somebody because he needs attention THAT badly is so disgusting. What a loser.
And then I realized a great thing: 6 months post breakup, I think recovery is finally setting in and it feels so great!!
Even though I do feel badly for that loser sometimes (the reason why I wandered back to SR after so long), at least I know better now as soon as I give myself some time to re-assess the realities.
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