AA meeting - member's relapse
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AA meeting - member's relapse
If ever there was an example of why not to go back out there, I experienced it first hand. Unfortunately, a guy who has done just that came to the meeting I was in (I mean it's unfortunate he relapsed, not unfortunate he came to the meeting), he was absoloutely wasted, had peed himself, vomit down his jumper I feel really sad.
There was a number of old timers who it didn't seem to affect - I guess they've seen it all before. For me, it was a stark reminder as to why I can't take that first drink. It also sprialled off a load of memories of my Dad, who died of alcoholism. The total rubbish that was coming out of his mouth - it reminded me so much of my Dad and I was right back to being a small, scared child in a matter of moments - how does that happen? The smell, his attitude, everything made me scared
There was a number of old timers who it didn't seem to affect - I guess they've seen it all before. For me, it was a stark reminder as to why I can't take that first drink. It also sprialled off a load of memories of my Dad, who died of alcoholism. The total rubbish that was coming out of his mouth - it reminded me so much of my Dad and I was right back to being a small, scared child in a matter of moments - how does that happen? The smell, his attitude, everything made me scared
If ever there was an example of why not to go back out there, I experienced it first hand.
Then it was a good meeting for you. One of the things that helps me stay sober is going to meetings and hearing (and in your case seeing) the experiences of others. Otherwise I might forget how miserable alcohol makes my life and think, "I've been sober a long time, I can drink now, this time it will be different."
It's good that the guy came to your meeting, hopefully he didn't drive there.
Then it was a good meeting for you. One of the things that helps me stay sober is going to meetings and hearing (and in your case seeing) the experiences of others. Otherwise I might forget how miserable alcohol makes my life and think, "I've been sober a long time, I can drink now, this time it will be different."
It's good that the guy came to your meeting, hopefully he didn't drive there.
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Oh gosh that makes me so sad. I hope he finds a way back. . . but thank you for sharing. I'm on day 4, right around the time I always start thinking that I can control myself. Not this time. I will stay strong through the weekend, I have to!
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