Not Guilty & I Know it
Not Guilty & I Know it
All sorts of cop cars and cops around my apartment complex. I first saw them and thought "Oh S**T, what'd I maybe do?" Then I realized not only didn't I do anything, I knew I didn't do anything even in a black out. Still felt the paranoia but realize its just a ghost of drunk daze past. Sobriety is great. I can just watch and wonder what some other poor SOB is facing right now.
I have wished to be plled over too. We still go out and now I drive, and it would be really interesting because I probably wouldn't pass the sobriety test just because I'm clumsy. Then what? It would be worth the waste of time.
Once, years ago, I was getting a ride home from an AA meeting, and we were pulled over. It was just a routine check for drunk drivers, but when the cop asked if either of us had been drinking, we just cracked up laughing!! I think the cop thought we were just nuts instead! :P
Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
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Funny I always liked cops. I was playing my game, they there's. I was polite when I got caught and always got good handling.
Having been on a course of self destruction in my past addiction nothing mattered, cops included. And jail...get healthy for a another run of madness.
Having been on a course of self destruction in my past addiction nothing mattered, cops included. And jail...get healthy for a another run of madness.
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I freak out if a cop gets behind me, i actualy got pulled over for not having my tag because of emissions not long ago, i was shaking so bad they got me out and sat me on the curb, they searched my car pretty well.
I'm nearly 43 years old and things I did as a youngster still haunt me, of corse I was clean, i told them i just get nervous around cops.
Used to be for good reason, now its just the instinct reaction...
I'm nearly 43 years old and things I did as a youngster still haunt me, of corse I was clean, i told them i just get nervous around cops.
Used to be for good reason, now its just the instinct reaction...
Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
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I don't know if a good amount of healthy fear of law enforcement would have slowed me down. I do guess my relaxed attitude about being busted helped me go deeper down the path of hell fire and destruction.
Ah viva la difference .
Ah viva la difference .
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was always a diligent driver, ......years of carrying.
Drove like I had the Prez and the Pope in the back , and a case of nitro in the trunk
Took some time to get over the rear view paranoia.
......grateful all that madness is over
Drove like I had the Prez and the Pope in the back , and a case of nitro in the trunk
Took some time to get over the rear view paranoia.
......grateful all that madness is over
Your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Oxnard (The Nard), CA, USA.
Posts: 13,889
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