The Smell of Alcohol
The Smell of Alcohol
I'm just shy of a year. There are a couple of guys 4 seats away drinking Corona's ...I can smell the beer from here r and its all I can do to keep from retching. Beer wasn't my DOC but when I drank I sometimes had corona's.
The same thing happens if I smell wine...which was my preferred beverage.
Even the memory of drinking makes me nauseous.
Am I very odd (in this aspect...I know I'm odd in general..lol).
The reason I wonder is because I did an exercise associating drinking with vomitting when I first got sober...I am curious if this is the result.
I'm glad in a way because I sure as hell don't want to drink...but I also want to ride the train without losing my cookies!
Thanks!
The same thing happens if I smell wine...which was my preferred beverage.
Even the memory of drinking makes me nauseous.
Am I very odd (in this aspect...I know I'm odd in general..lol).
The reason I wonder is because I did an exercise associating drinking with vomitting when I first got sober...I am curious if this is the result.
I'm glad in a way because I sure as hell don't want to drink...but I also want to ride the train without losing my cookies!
Thanks!
Maybe it's a psychological thing, but I'm the same way when it comes to vodka.
Just reading the word triggers a mental memory and it makes me want to gag.
So smelling it, definitely makes my stomach turn.
Just reading the word triggers a mental memory and it makes me want to gag.
So smelling it, definitely makes my stomach turn.
Someone dropped/broke a bottle of wine in our elevator on the weekend and when I was trapped in that box for 4 floors I felt so sick. Yuck! To think I smelt like that a little as it seeped out of my pours. I also tend to find the smell reminds me of bad feelings, sickness. The Police ended up getting called to that apartment that night for excessive noise. Great Night for all and I am sure they spent the weekend recovering.
I have the same thing when my wife breaks out the wine (for herself). I ask her to brush her teeth before I will give her a kiss after she has had a glass. Hard liquor is even worse, I about toss my lunch over the smell of whiskey.
I hate it too, LaFemme. I particularly find it repulsive on people's breath, it actually makes me have to take a few steps back. My hubby is still a nightly drinker, and I've told him I really just can't bring myself to kiss him when he smells of red wine. So there's been no intimacy for 64 days...sad, but we've got to the point where he needs to decide whether he wants me or the wine in the evening
I don't know whether it's something I'll get over in time, or that he will change his drinking habits in consideration for me. It's caused quite a bit of tension.
I don't know whether it's something I'll get over in time, or that he will change his drinking habits in consideration for me. It's caused quite a bit of tension.
This morning I shuddered when I smelled a coworker's breath. We were all at an out of town conference, and she had either had a stiff drink on the plane or had done some serious drinking last night. I smelled like that last week, I'm sure. I was able to smell myself in the morning sometimes. Astounding how denial works. That is the smell of death.
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Had the same sensation just the other day while hanging out with a friend who was having a beer. One whiff & I couldn't help but think, how could I have ever drank something that foul smelling.
I went to a clients house yesterday at 11:00 AM and I could smell the beer on this guys breath. It really did not bother me that much but it sure made me feel sad for the poor guy. Needles to say, his entire house was full of bottles, empties and fulls.
I hate to admit it but, for a while, we had a rodent problem in my garage. I mentally associated booze with rat poison. Both equally toxic.
Congratulations on the almost one year Femme. Hard to think of you as being shy.
I hate to admit it but, for a while, we had a rodent problem in my garage. I mentally associated booze with rat poison. Both equally toxic.
Congratulations on the almost one year Femme. Hard to think of you as being shy.
Luckily, I haven't had any 'social' incidents of smelling people's breath. LOL I don't frequent restuarants or bars. Don't go to parties or outtings.
Although my dog has bad breath, but that's another ball of wax.
I know that if I got a whiff of whiskey I would get a tornadic spinning knot in the pit of my stomach. I know it. I'm prepared for the day.
Luckily, at my work I am a register away from actually smelling people and usually body odor is what lingers over the counter. UGH.
I did have one guy at 10am that was more worried about bagging his boxwine and carrying it, than breaking his eggs he'd bought. He fumbled around for money and fumbled for his keys -so yeah, I'm sure he went home and stuck a straw in that boxwine like a capri cooler.
Although my dog has bad breath, but that's another ball of wax.
I know that if I got a whiff of whiskey I would get a tornadic spinning knot in the pit of my stomach. I know it. I'm prepared for the day.
Luckily, at my work I am a register away from actually smelling people and usually body odor is what lingers over the counter. UGH.
I did have one guy at 10am that was more worried about bagging his boxwine and carrying it, than breaking his eggs he'd bought. He fumbled around for money and fumbled for his keys -so yeah, I'm sure he went home and stuck a straw in that boxwine like a capri cooler.
Funny, I don't mind the smell. I don't seek it out, but I don't mind it. I didn't used to barf from drinking, though. What keeps me sober is the intense memory of being hungover in the mornings and having to function. How the hell did I ever do it?
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The smell of wine makes me absolutely sick now. That is pretty much my reaction with any kind of alcoholic drink and the smell of it, I feel sick rather than cravings.
The weird thing is that about 20 months later, sometimes I still have 'flashbacks', I really think I can smell alcohol when there is none, sometimes there's even almost a taste, out of nowhere. It doesn't last long, but it's kind of like a faint aftershadow/trace/imprint of the addiction. Alcohol addiction seems pretty complicated, I think it even involves a lot in our sense/emotional memory. I like to think I've left it behind, in many ways I have, but I guess part of my 'makeup' is still an alcoholic and I will always have to exercise caution and awareness about it.
The weird thing is that about 20 months later, sometimes I still have 'flashbacks', I really think I can smell alcohol when there is none, sometimes there's even almost a taste, out of nowhere. It doesn't last long, but it's kind of like a faint aftershadow/trace/imprint of the addiction. Alcohol addiction seems pretty complicated, I think it even involves a lot in our sense/emotional memory. I like to think I've left it behind, in many ways I have, but I guess part of my 'makeup' is still an alcoholic and I will always have to exercise caution and awareness about it.
I'm the exact opposite. I smell alcohol and I want it. Period.
Anyways, driving the kids to the skatepark today I remember many a time it took all my concentration to accomplish it I was so hung over..it was a breeze today and I actually enjoyed the drive.
So...thankfully the benefits of not drinking outweigh the urge to drink for me.
Anyways, driving the kids to the skatepark today I remember many a time it took all my concentration to accomplish it I was so hung over..it was a breeze today and I actually enjoyed the drive.
So...thankfully the benefits of not drinking outweigh the urge to drink for me.
I do not like the smell of hard liquor on my husband's breath--but I think that's about my father (who never hurt me but was a fabulous alcoholic). There is definitely a gut reaction.
And stale beer has always smelled bad to me, but I don't think I share LaFemme's lucky proclivity! I too smell alcohol and want it. But I wonder if you can describe the vomit exercise...I'd be willing to try it.
And stale beer has always smelled bad to me, but I don't think I share LaFemme's lucky proclivity! I too smell alcohol and want it. But I wonder if you can describe the vomit exercise...I'd be willing to try it.
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