petiteboleyn

Hey everyone,

I'm Sarah. I'm 23 years old, and I've currently got 31 days clean. I kinda feel like I should care, but frankly I've been down this road so many times it's kind of lost it's magic, so to speak.

I've been trying to get clean for 2 years now, been using for 3. The longest amount of sober time I've managed to piece together was 66 days.

I'm addicted to anything and everything, doesn't matter what the drug. But I think something, maybe, this time...

Well, it feels different. I FEEL things I never did before, even while getting clean: regret, hope, and most of all I have things to lose. I have my sister, my relationship with my dad that's just starting to be repaired, my wonderful boyfriend...

You guys, at least for now...I feel good.

Missy7

Petiteboleyn:

Welcome to SR. I'm sure there are people here who can really help you on your journey--and congratulations on your progress.

petiteboleyn

Thanks Missy, I appreciate it. I just have this reaaallly good feeling about this forum!

Dee74

Hi Sarah
yep SR saved my life

Glad to have you with us!

welcome!
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least

Welcome to the family. You'll find a lot of support here.

wellwisher

Welcome.....

And yes, there is always HOPE! Wonderful support on this site!

instant

Hi Sarah. I am in the process of training myself to be grateful- it is really helping me and is different to what I have done before in my short periods of being sober.

I hope you find your way

nandm

Welcome to SR