30!
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Join Date: May 2011
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30!
Good morning friends, I haven't been on here since Sat.! I've been going thru hell lately. But seemed to wake up with a much better attitude this a.m. Thank God, I was scared to death! Depression was really setting in. My so called "mind over matter" ideas were flying the coop. I was unable to shake it. But this a.m. is much better! Just wanted to share. 
I've had this headache for almost a week. Nothing working. I went to the pharm and they recommended sinus med. Took one and it's subsiding. Yay! Whew! Not used to having such bad headaches. Were waking me in the night. All I've been able to do til this a.m. is get up, have coffee, lay on couch. Barely surviving. I'll tell ya, us addicts have it so frickin' hard! We didn't choose to be addicts. Well it's in our genes. Damnit! But I'm in no way giving in to that demon again! This I can say from the bottom of my heart. I wanna "live" again. I have a wonderful hubby and 17 yr old daughter. Tooo much to be clean for.
Also I've been sweating under my arms, never had before. Ya reckon it's the toxins in my body? I sure hope it subsides soon. Well I hope you all are doing good for today. Just for today, I'm giving it my all to feel better. I have to eat every 2 hours to keep up my strength! I know I'm gaining weight, but can't really worry about that now too! Later! Good luck and wish you all well. Love~ http://img47.imageshack.us/img47/899...sents16gg9.gif
I've had this headache for almost a week. Nothing working. I went to the pharm and they recommended sinus med. Took one and it's subsiding. Yay! Whew! Not used to having such bad headaches. Were waking me in the night. All I've been able to do til this a.m. is get up, have coffee, lay on couch. Barely surviving. I'll tell ya, us addicts have it so frickin' hard! We didn't choose to be addicts. Well it's in our genes. Damnit! But I'm in no way giving in to that demon again! This I can say from the bottom of my heart. I wanna "live" again. I have a wonderful hubby and 17 yr old daughter. Tooo much to be clean for. Also I've been sweating under my arms, never had before. Ya reckon it's the toxins in my body? I sure hope it subsides soon. Well I hope you all are doing good for today. Just for today, I'm giving it my all to feel better. I have to eat every 2 hours to keep up my strength! I know I'm gaining weight, but can't really worry about that now too! Later! Good luck and wish you all well. Love~ http://img47.imageshack.us/img47/899...sents16gg9.gif
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Hi there! I have a few more days to day 30 and I'm still sweating a lot at night - like drenched! WEIRD! And dang if I don't have to use the restroom evey half hour! LOL At least I'm not sweating during the day much anymore - now that was just nasty.
Anyway just wanted to say hi and agree that we have to endure a lot but for me most of it has been self inflicted. The wiring in my brain doesn't help either. LOL Today I won't be drinking either.
Anyway just wanted to say hi and agree that we have to endure a lot but for me most of it has been self inflicted. The wiring in my brain doesn't help either. LOL Today I won't be drinking either.
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