drugbinge
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2011
Location: monroe, nc
Posts: 4
drugbinge
well i did it again last nite (went on a drug binge) after have told my girlfriend i would be right back; to go pick up some film headed to the bar and had enough alcohol in my system to start thinking about getting high. twelve hours and 8.00 in the bank later im asking myself why? doing something i dont enjoy with questionable people i have never met and unable to leave. time to stop this self destructive behavior and start living a clean and sober life; i have a wonderful girlfriend that i dont want to lose along with my job, truck and freedom.i shake my head not knowing why i do what i do, i know its long overdue to get sober. i know it wont be easy I dont use very often but when doing stupid stuff,it hurts.
. thank you
. thank you
SR Fan
Join Date: Apr 2010
Location: Mississippi
Posts: 7,910
Welcome HF - you're in the right place..... I asked that question over and over again (WHY do I keep doing this to myself?). I never did come up with an answer, other than I'm an alcoholic - once I have a few drinks, the obsession to have more kicks right in.
I'm glad you want to stay clean and sober. You've made the first step: reaching out for support. None of us can do this on our own.
Hang in there and keep reading/posting.:ghug3:ghug3
I'm glad you want to stay clean and sober. You've made the first step: reaching out for support. None of us can do this on our own.
Hang in there and keep reading/posting.:ghug3:ghug3
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: May 2011
Location: monroe, nc
Posts: 4
just/thanks
well, just hanging out don't feel like going to a meeting; after work it's more like shower, food and bed to get ready for work again. I'll
hit a meeting tomorrow evening. I like SR reading whats posted gives me hope, life is beautiful. good nite all and thanks.
hit a meeting tomorrow evening. I like SR reading whats posted gives me hope, life is beautiful. good nite all and thanks. 
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
