stepsforward

Well I went to marriage counceling with RAH / AH yesterday. Kind of put it all out there how I am working on myself and if he drinks I will not allow him to bring me down with him anymore. I have to be strong and keep working on me. I will not allow myself to feel like I did before. I keep taking my babysteps forward in hopes that if he doesnt want it bad enough I am ready for it.

Love reading everyones threads. Helps me keep up hope for myself. Love saying that - not about the AH anymore (somedays I have to say it over and over again)

Pelican

One of my mantra's:

I am important
My life matters
My happiness matters
My life has meaning.