It still kicks me in the gut
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It still kicks me in the gut
My husband has always been a beer drinker. Don't get me wrong, he enjoyed other alcohol as well but beer was his first choice. When I moved back into the house I started finding vodka bottles hidden in corners in the basement. This morning, 7 months since he left I found 2 new bottles. Why is it always such a surprise? Its what alcoholics do. But I never thought my husband would do it. He was different. Obviously not. Add this to the list of triggers.
Jamaica- It's a shock to me too and feels like a punch to the gut when I stumble across surprise hidden bottles/cans that I am not looking for that turn up in bizarre places... Definitely a trigger...
I find the brown bags. I hate those bags. They should be an innocent symbol....maybe a school lunch for a child. But for me they evoke feelings of ANGER! A good friend helped me clean out my garage a couple of weeks ago. Keep in mind, my XAH never really lived in this place, visited the kids a lot and crashed on the couch for about 2 weeks (2 weeks of hell). We found tons of brown paper bags and filled an extire recycle bin with empties.....beer cans, vodka bottles, etc.
Yuck. It felt like an exorcism!
Yuck. It felt like an exorcism!
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