The first casualty of addiction, like that of war, is the truth.

Old 01-12-2011, 05:59 AM
  # 1 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
atalose's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2006
Posts: 5,103
The first casualty of addiction, like that of war, is the truth.

At first the addict merely denies the truth to himself. But as the addiction, like a malignant tumor, slowly and progressively expands and invades more and more of the healthy tissue of his life and mind and world, the addict begins to deny the truth to others as well as to himself. He becomes a practiced and profligate liar in all matters related to the defense and preservation of his addiction, even though prior to the onset of his addictive illness, and often still in areas as yet untouched by the addiction, he may be scrupulously honest.

First the addict lies to himself about his addiction, then he begins to lie to others. Lying, evasion, deception, manipulation, spinning and other techniques for avoiding or distorting the truth are necessary parts of the addictive process. They precede the main body of the addiction like military sappers and shock troops, mapping and clearing the way for its advance and protecting it from hostile counterattacks.

Because addiction by definition is an irrational, unbalanced and unhealthy behavior pattern resulting from an abnormal obsession, it simply cannot continue to exist under normal circumstances without the progressive attack upon and distortion of reality resulting from the operation of its propaganda and psychological warfare brigades. The fundamentally insane and unsupportable thinking and behavior of the addict must be justified and rationalized so that the addiction can continue and progress.

One of the chief ways the addiction protects and strengthens itself is by a psychology of personal exceptionalism which permits the addict to maintain a simultaneous double-entry bookkeeping of addictive and non-addictive realities and to reconcile the two when required by reference to the unique, special considerations that at least in his own mind- happen to apply to his particular case.

http://http://www.bma-wellness.com/p..._Lies_Rel.html

This is a good article if anyone is interested in reading more.
atalose is offline  
Old 01-12-2011, 06:36 AM
  # 2 (permalink)  
The sun still shines
 
Join Date: Mar 2010
Posts: 472
Thank you for posting this Atalose. The last paragraph really sums it up for me:

"In many cases the addict responds to negative feedback from others about his addiction by following the maxim of "Attack the attacker." Those who confront or complain about the addict's irrational and unhealthy behaviors are criticized, analyzed and dismissed by the addict as untrustworthy or biased observers and false messengers. Their own vulnerabilities may be ruthlessly exposed and exploited by the addict in his desperate defense of his addiction. In many cases, depending upon their own psychological makeup and the nature of their relationship to the addict, they themselves may begin to manifest significant psychological symptoms. Emotional and social withdrawal, secrecy, fear and shame can cause the mental health of those closely involved with addicts to deteriorate. Almost always there is fear, anger, confusion and depression resulting from repeated damaging exposures to the addict's unhealthy and irrational behaviors and their corresponding and supporting private reality."
Sunshine2 is offline  
Old 01-18-2011, 06:56 PM
  # 3 (permalink)  
Member
 
Join Date: May 2010
Posts: 1,247
Originally Posted by wheredoiturn View Post
Thank you for posting this Atalose. The last paragraph really sums it up for me:

"In many cases the addict responds to negative feedback from others about his addiction by following the maxim of "Attack the attacker." Those who confront or complain about the addict's irrational and unhealthy behaviors are criticized, analyzed and dismissed by the addict as untrustworthy or biased observers and false messengers..."
This sums it for me. It's almost like don't you dare say a thing. Then he'll test you doing something he knows you can't stand or he shouldn't be doing. But you dare not mention it.
thequest is offline  
Old 01-18-2011, 07:58 PM
  # 4 (permalink)  
Member
 
Dignity's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jan 2011
Posts: 105
My son just relapsed for the third time. He was doing so well and he fooled us all. This time I am backing away, haven't talked or seen him in 6 weeks and just pray that alone he can face his addiction without the help from family. I'm only praying we are doing the right thing. I fear so many avenues but nothing we have done in the past has worked. I have heard so many times.....step away from the addict! And, thats what we're doing. I just wish the bottom would hurry up and happen.
Dignity is offline  
Old 01-18-2011, 08:37 PM
  # 5 (permalink)  
Member
 
Join Date: May 2010
Posts: 1,247
Originally Posted by Dignity View Post
My son just relapsed for the third time. He was doing so well and he fooled us all. This time I am backing away, haven't talked or seen him in 6 weeks and just pray that alone he can face his addiction without the help from family. I'm only praying we are doing the right thing. I fear so many avenues but nothing we have done in the past has worked. I have heard so many times.....step away from the addict! And, thats what we're doing. I just wish the bottom would hurry up and happen.
I can sympathize with you waiting for that addicts bottom. It seems to take for ever if it ever will. Our problem one has addiction AND behavior issues. Just when you think progress or change he acts the same old way.
thequest is offline  
Old 01-19-2011, 10:52 AM
  # 6 (permalink)  
Member
Thread Starter
 
atalose's Avatar
 
Join Date: Jun 2006
Posts: 5,103
Originally Posted by Dignity View Post
My son just relapsed for the third time. He was doing so well and he fooled us all. This time I am backing away, haven't talked or seen him in 6 weeks and just pray that alone he can face his addiction without the help from family. I'm only praying we are doing the right thing. I fear so many avenues but nothing we have done in the past has worked. I have heard so many times.....step away from the addict! And, thats what we're doing. I just wish the bottom would hurry up and happen.
They certainly are resilient when they need to be aren't they.

So sorry you are going through this Dignity, are you attending any meetings for your recovery? I know that meetings helped me work through my “obsession of worry” and to trust in my hire power to get me through what ever life was going to send my way.
atalose is offline  

Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
 
Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are On
Pingbacks are On
Refbacks are Off




All times are GMT -7. The time now is 10:32 AM.