Day 20, miscalculated sober time.
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Day 20, miscalculated sober time.
This goes to show how messes up i was 20 days ago. I calculated my sober time as Aug 20th, well apparently when i got home from the hospital the next day i proceded to get booze and be drunk for 3 more days, I have absolutely very little recolection of this. My first sober day was acutally Aug 24th, which makes today day 20. This is all after i accused my husband of going to the liquor store and taking money out of my accoutn , to by alcohol, but it was actually me, again, dont really remember.
Im so glad that is behind me now. Im doing very good, dont think much about alcohol anymore, have accepted that i can and will not drink ever again. It is for some reason very easy. I can be around others that drink and have no desire. Im a little scared that the honeymoon phase will end soon, but i dont think so. Have taken my fitness routine by the horns, working out has become by new addiction, much healthier i might add.
We are all closer as a family, money is an issue and i got into a fight with my husband yesteday over it, was upset, but had no desire to drink. Things are finally heading in the right direction. I started a new job last week in which i love. ( lost my job of 5 years due to drinking) totally different occupation, ( i think stress of previous occupation led to some of the drinking ) . Im so gratefull for a second chance at life and to be a mother to my kids.
Im so glad that is behind me now. Im doing very good, dont think much about alcohol anymore, have accepted that i can and will not drink ever again. It is for some reason very easy. I can be around others that drink and have no desire. Im a little scared that the honeymoon phase will end soon, but i dont think so. Have taken my fitness routine by the horns, working out has become by new addiction, much healthier i might add.
We are all closer as a family, money is an issue and i got into a fight with my husband yesteday over it, was upset, but had no desire to drink. Things are finally heading in the right direction. I started a new job last week in which i love. ( lost my job of 5 years due to drinking) totally different occupation, ( i think stress of previous occupation led to some of the drinking ) . Im so gratefull for a second chance at life and to be a mother to my kids.
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I'm glad you're doing so well Mariellen!
I also took money out of the bank and thought someone else had done it. It's the most awful feeling. But, we don't need to go through that ever again!
I also took money out of the bank and thought someone else had done it. It's the most awful feeling. But, we don't need to go through that ever again!
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