Really torn
Really torn
I got that from Abandonment to Healing book and am loving it. She gets PTSD! That's me.
I have been contacted by a group working with survivors of Straight, Inc. to write a book about their experiences, abuse, torture and survival in those centers. It's a paying gig but I'm stopping myself. I'm almost ashamed to admit it, but I am tired of helping traumatized people tell their stories. I just don't have it in me.
I know it's really really important to get parents this information, to help these people get their story out to heal, but I just don't want to do this right now!
I'm thinking of sending the woman who contacted me to some other journalists I know, then when I do I realized I'm such a freaking control freak I don't WANT someone else to do it because they could potentiall screw it up.
This is a recurring theme in my life. I have to let go and let other folks do things. It's a problem in my business too.
Thanks for letting me vent. I'm really loving the book by the way.
I have been contacted by a group working with survivors of Straight, Inc. to write a book about their experiences, abuse, torture and survival in those centers. It's a paying gig but I'm stopping myself. I'm almost ashamed to admit it, but I am tired of helping traumatized people tell their stories. I just don't have it in me.
I know it's really really important to get parents this information, to help these people get their story out to heal, but I just don't want to do this right now!
I'm thinking of sending the woman who contacted me to some other journalists I know, then when I do I realized I'm such a freaking control freak I don't WANT someone else to do it because they could potentiall screw it up.
This is a recurring theme in my life. I have to let go and let other folks do things. It's a problem in my business too.
Thanks for letting me vent. I'm really loving the book by the way.
I'm thinking of sending the woman who contacted me to some other journalists I know, then when I do I realized I'm such a freaking control freak I don't WANT someone else to do it because they could potentiall screw it up.
Just something to ponder. I am slowly, slowly reading the abandonment book, and yeah, she does get it FOR REAL. And, I am a little freaked out about it.
Sigh.....
Beth
Your comrade in arms against PTSD.
I actually took a whole weeks vacation last year, which for me is huge growth.
Once I separated out the emotions, then I was able to "let go" and not go into panic mode. Without the panic mode I was able to allow others to share the workload, and I learned how to be a better team member, employee and boss.
Mike
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