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Old 08-20-2010, 07:52 AM
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need to be here...

Went down the same road...few days sober...high...sober...high....sober....high...... sober.....high...high....sober.....
high....high....high....sober...high....high....hi gh....

wasted....

game over...

I still got a lot of continues left, so here I am. SR is a crucial part of my sobriety. I NEED this forum to be sober.

I smoked my last sigaretten at 14:00 today. Detox today will be okay...next couple of days will be chaos and destruction.
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Old 08-20-2010, 07:54 AM
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Welcome back!

Recovery is a lifelong process, and SR is here to offer support.
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Old 08-20-2010, 07:58 AM
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Hang in there coming clean...we've got your back. You can do this! (If I can, ANYBODY can.)
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Old 08-20-2010, 08:02 AM
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Welcome back!

Recovery is a lifelong process, and SR is here to offer support.
Anna.....always a pleasure

The gravity of that thought is sometimes overwhelming, but so true...
Need to work on the one day at a time thing..
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Old 08-20-2010, 08:03 AM
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Embrace the chaos and destruction. Just let it symbolize the end of your old life before the beginning of your new one.
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Old 08-20-2010, 08:03 AM
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Originally Posted by stephnc View Post
Hang in there coming clean...we've got your back. You can do this! (If I can, ANYBODY can.)
thanks stephnc...
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Old 08-20-2010, 09:40 AM
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I'm rooting for you... keep us posted. You'll beat it- many do.
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Old 08-20-2010, 09:44 AM
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Embrace the chaos and destruction. Just let it symbolize the end of your old life before the beginning of your new one.

Nice thought!
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Old 08-20-2010, 10:23 AM
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Recovery for me is very much a daily work in progress. It has to be like that as my mood is liable to change from one day to the next.

I never said I was going to get a year sober, or 90 days or 6 months or whatever. I merely say I'm going to look after today by keeping sober and clean and working my recovery to make that possible and stay grateful for it.

All The Best.
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Old 08-20-2010, 02:47 PM
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Welcome back J.

Yeah - I got to the point where I finally realised I just couldn't ride in that car anymore ever...I always ended up places I didn't want to go.

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Old 08-20-2010, 03:23 PM
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Welcome back J.

Yeah - I got to the point where I finally realised I just couldn't ride in that car anymore ever...I always ended up places I didn't want to go.

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