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ok i'm sorry guys...
I've called the treatment center....its a half mesure but i'll take it.
i 'm sorry to disrupt your night...i'm just fcking scared...i've been tryng so long and i'm scared...
go on to bed..the last hing i need is to keep people awake... I'll go to bed in a little bit...bt you knwo...what if they won't take me in tretment.....what hapens after treatement...
I feel os hopeless
I've called the treatment center....its a half mesure but i'll take it.
i 'm sorry to disrupt your night...i'm just fcking scared...i've been tryng so long and i'm scared...
go on to bed..the last hing i need is to keep people awake... I'll go to bed in a little bit...bt you knwo...what if they won't take me in tretment.....what hapens after treatement...
I feel os hopeless
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Serene In Dixie
Posts: 36,740
How about calling your sponsor or someone else
in AA? You know someone will come over
regardless of the hour.
You would do the same for them....call until you get
someone able to drive over to talk.
Maybe your best friend? Your Mom?
in AA? You know someone will come over
regardless of the hour.
You would do the same for them....call until you get
someone able to drive over to talk.
Maybe your best friend? Your Mom?
I just woke up so I am on for a while.
If you don't need 911 or the ER then please share with us because we are here for you and if you need to chat then go to the chat room. There are plenty of regulars there usually.
Not sure what is going on but I will say that I posted the storm out of SR when I was alone suffering panic attacks and no matter how early or late it was.....SR was here for me so I believe in paying it forward.
Please share. Thinking of you.
If you don't need 911 or the ER then please share with us because we are here for you and if you need to chat then go to the chat room. There are plenty of regulars there usually.
Not sure what is going on but I will say that I posted the storm out of SR when I was alone suffering panic attacks and no matter how early or late it was.....SR was here for me so I believe in paying it forward.
Please share. Thinking of you.
Nands
I believe in you and I believe you can get through this. In fact I know you can cos I did and so did lots of us here
You have a lot of people who love you and who are in your corner.
Try not to let the fear overwhelm you...you just have to keep doing what you have been doing, y'know?
D
I believe in you and I believe you can get through this. In fact I know you can cos I did and so did lots of us here
You have a lot of people who love you and who are in your corner.
Try not to let the fear overwhelm you...you just have to keep doing what you have been doing, y'know?
D
Nands
This kind of speaks to your other thread too.
I did a lot of praying too...I couldn't understand why my prayers weren't answered. I wanted that miracle too...that zap! blam!.
It's only from this side of it can I see now that I got that miracle - but it was nothing like what I expected.
There was no blinding flash of light for me, no instant removal of the obsession....I had to fight and fight hard not to give in to my desire to drink, my often overwhelming feelings, and my utter fear of being sober.
I came into recovery disgusted with God.
I didn't believe and had no faith in Divine Intervention - but I trusted the folks here.
When I wanted to drink, I reached out...when I felt I couldn't stand looking at myself or my life one more minute I made myself hold out longer...and I reached out.
I always made sure I reached out - and always before it was too late.
I may have been a nuisance but no-one ever treated me that way here.
Keep asking for help Nands - from us who love you here, from those who love you in real life, from doctors and counsellors.
Your miracle may come in a different box than mine, but you'll get it just like I did....so long as you never give in and stay committed.
My miracle was quiet and peaceful arriving gradually...not only did I get sober and stay that way, but I rediscovered my faith, firstly in my fellow human beings, and then, in something more than that.
I learnt to use my skills and talents to get myself through the debris of the past, I learned to face my demons and beat them, and I learnt I really can move mountains, but only a shovelful at a time....and never alone
It's not always easy moving forward, but it's the only viable choice Nands
D
This kind of speaks to your other thread too.
I did a lot of praying too...I couldn't understand why my prayers weren't answered. I wanted that miracle too...that zap! blam!.
It's only from this side of it can I see now that I got that miracle - but it was nothing like what I expected.
There was no blinding flash of light for me, no instant removal of the obsession....I had to fight and fight hard not to give in to my desire to drink, my often overwhelming feelings, and my utter fear of being sober.
I came into recovery disgusted with God.
I didn't believe and had no faith in Divine Intervention - but I trusted the folks here.
When I wanted to drink, I reached out...when I felt I couldn't stand looking at myself or my life one more minute I made myself hold out longer...and I reached out.
I always made sure I reached out - and always before it was too late.
I may have been a nuisance but no-one ever treated me that way here.
Keep asking for help Nands - from us who love you here, from those who love you in real life, from doctors and counsellors.
Your miracle may come in a different box than mine, but you'll get it just like I did....so long as you never give in and stay committed.
My miracle was quiet and peaceful arriving gradually...not only did I get sober and stay that way, but I rediscovered my faith, firstly in my fellow human beings, and then, in something more than that.
I learnt to use my skills and talents to get myself through the debris of the past, I learned to face my demons and beat them, and I learnt I really can move mountains, but only a shovelful at a time....and never alone
It's not always easy moving forward, but it's the only viable choice Nands
D
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