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Old 08-12-2010, 10:26 PM
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I don't know what else to say


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Old 08-12-2010, 10:26 PM
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What's going on, ananda? How can we help you?
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:32 PM
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Please let us know what we can do Nan
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I can't Chat but PM someone who can?
Do you need medical assistance? Call 911
or your Mom.
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:37 PM
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I hope you are o.k. Hang in there...
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:46 PM
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i'm just really scared..i'm not in medical daner and i'm not suicideal..i'm just really really scared and no one local can put up with me anymore...i'll be ok but i'm scared
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:47 PM
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carol...do you believe it's possible i can make it...i'm so scared
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:49 PM
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i'mm scared
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:50 PM
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Old 08-12-2010, 10:53 PM
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ok i'm sorry guys...

I've called the treatment center....its a half mesure but i'll take it.

i 'm sorry to disrupt your night...i'm just fcking scared...i've been tryng so long and i'm scared...

go on to bed..the last hing i need is to keep people awake... I'll go to bed in a little bit...bt you knwo...what if they won't take me in tretment.....what hapens after treatement...

I feel os hopeless
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:07 PM
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Nan...
I'm not going to bed for awhile.
You are not bothering me.

I am praying for your peace and healing.
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:10 PM
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How about calling your sponsor or someone else
in AA? You know someone will come over
regardless of the hour.

You would do the same for them....call until you get
someone able to drive over to talk.

Maybe your best friend? Your Mom?
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:21 PM
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I just woke up so I am on for a while.

If you don't need 911 or the ER then please share with us because we are here for you and if you need to chat then go to the chat room. There are plenty of regulars there usually.

Not sure what is going on but I will say that I posted the storm out of SR when I was alone suffering panic attacks and no matter how early or late it was.....SR was here for me so I believe in paying it forward.

Please share. Thinking of you.
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:34 PM
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Nands

I believe in you and I believe you can get through this. In fact I know you can cos I did and so did lots of us here

You have a lot of people who love you and who are in your corner.

Try not to let the fear overwhelm you...you just have to keep doing what you have been doing, y'know?


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Old 08-12-2010, 11:40 PM
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sorry guys... a person taled to me for a while and now i'm gong to bed...i'll loose my job tomareow but oh well...

thank you for caring sorry to carry on (hug)
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:47 PM
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Sleep well Ananda

Take care of tomorrow tomorrow.
See you then

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Old 08-12-2010, 11:48 PM
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:51 PM
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huggs Ananda. Sleep well.
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Old 08-12-2010, 11:51 PM
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((((Nands))) - sending you lots of love, prayers, hugs, and everything else good I can think of

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Old 08-13-2010, 12:47 AM
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Nands

This kind of speaks to your other thread too.

I did a lot of praying too...I couldn't understand why my prayers weren't answered. I wanted that miracle too...that zap! blam!.

It's only from this side of it can I see now that I got that miracle - but it was nothing like what I expected.

There was no blinding flash of light for me, no instant removal of the obsession....I had to fight and fight hard not to give in to my desire to drink, my often overwhelming feelings, and my utter fear of being sober.

I came into recovery disgusted with God.
I didn't believe and had no faith in Divine Intervention - but I trusted the folks here.

When I wanted to drink, I reached out...when I felt I couldn't stand looking at myself or my life one more minute I made myself hold out longer...and I reached out.

I always made sure I reached out - and always before it was too late.

I may have been a nuisance but no-one ever treated me that way here.

Keep asking for help Nands - from us who love you here, from those who love you in real life, from doctors and counsellors.

Your miracle may come in a different box than mine, but you'll get it just like I did....so long as you never give in and stay committed.

My miracle was quiet and peaceful arriving gradually...not only did I get sober and stay that way, but I rediscovered my faith, firstly in my fellow human beings, and then, in something more than that.

I learnt to use my skills and talents to get myself through the debris of the past, I learned to face my demons and beat them, and I learnt I really can move mountains, but only a shovelful at a time....and never alone

It's not always easy moving forward, but it's the only viable choice Nands
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