Been taking What you said to Heart
Been taking What you said to Heart
I didn't disappear and not like what you'all said. I just was thinking about it and ran it by my therapist. He even thinks now is the time. I keep thinking it would be easier if I could hate him. But I don't. And my therapist tells me that I might always love him; but can still let go.
So, I have an assignment. I have medical conditions that keep me from doing some things. After work I literally pass out. And I have to keep my job. I heard the Tim McGraw song last week..."Live Like you were Dying" and that is what I plan to do. Not that I plan on going somewhere soon; however, I do have a heart condition and severe asthma and kidney problems. O.k. a lot brought on by stress.
This week I'm taking a giant step for me. From Thursday through Saturday I am going to have my 5 year old granddaughter with me.
And on the down side, I'm an animal lover and I have had two rats for the last two years and Saturday I had to have them put to sleep. And it was just one more thing to deal with.
So, I have an assignment. I have medical conditions that keep me from doing some things. After work I literally pass out. And I have to keep my job. I heard the Tim McGraw song last week..."Live Like you were Dying" and that is what I plan to do. Not that I plan on going somewhere soon; however, I do have a heart condition and severe asthma and kidney problems. O.k. a lot brought on by stress.
This week I'm taking a giant step for me. From Thursday through Saturday I am going to have my 5 year old granddaughter with me.
And on the down side, I'm an animal lover and I have had two rats for the last two years and Saturday I had to have them put to sleep. And it was just one more thing to deal with.
And my therapist tells me that I might always love him; but can still let go.
The act of letting go is sometimes a very painful exercise and always a reminder that no one ever belonged to us, except ourselves.
I wish you all the best in your journey.
I think you've taken some important steps!
I am so very sorry to hear about your rats. When my youngest was still at home, we had pet rats for several years. We had 3 girls first time around, and 3 boys the second time around. I still think of them often, and it's a shame they have such short life spans. The boys were Larry, Moe, and Curly (double Rex).
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I am so very sorry to hear about your rats. When my youngest was still at home, we had pet rats for several years. We had 3 girls first time around, and 3 boys the second time around. I still think of them often, and it's a shame they have such short life spans. The boys were Larry, Moe, and Curly (double Rex).
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