308win

Now that day 5 is almost over, I can say it went pretty good. Yesterday was a nightmare! I couldn't eat yesterday, stomach messed up, Sever anger and irratability to my loved ones. Head going a mile a minute. Just freaking out, felt like I was caged. I think I was freaking out because everyone wants to know my plan. Im just trying to keep it together and not drink. Tommorow Day 6 maybee I will have a plan after seeing my conusler. Today was relaxed, I calmley explained to my family, that I cannot anwser that right now and explained that Im taking it min by min. Im so confused right now though, I have no coping skills, then you add bipolar and ocd to that equals complete panic attack. I do feel accomplished with 5 days though, considering thats the longest ive been since age 14. Today was wierd, I kept thinking what can I do, I relised that I havent really done anything without drinking. Need to find some good positive hobbies

Ghostly

Nice job 308! Hang in there like you wrote till you see your counselor. You may have a better direction then. Until then just keep taking it one step at a time like you are. We are proud of you!

Dee74

thanks for the update 308
keep it up

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Dream2bClean

I am feeling exactly the way you explained today, except I dont have the added family issues, just the opposite, alone all day except for an AA meeting, and pacing up a storm. Cazed animal is right.

Good job on your end and making it through...thats great!

<3 Dream

Grace2

Well done. You know you'll get loads of support here. Keep posting. xxx

SparklingSeven

Well done 308 - a day at atime is the only way you can do it!! Keep it up.

Nice one,

Stu.