OceanSize

Today is difficult.

he reached out to a member of my book club who is also on a message board that he uses (not a recovery board, unfortunately).

by reaching out i mean, he posted "hey, you're in OceanSize's book club, you've been to my pad!"

we don't live together anymore, but yeah. so. that is hurting me a lot!

what's wrong with me, and will i ever ever ever ever hear from him directly again????????

7 days no contact, but he's all over the internet, contacting the planet.

OceanSize

i don't know

coffeedrinker

i think, unfortunately, many of us have a need to be affirmed. also unfortunately, we seek that from those least able to give it.

i hear ya, ocean

pinkrose77

i feel the same way, i want him to keep reaching out to me, even though im still angry. i don't know if i would even answer, but i want to know if he's still thinking about me and everything i have done for him. just keep remembering to concentrate your energy on things you can control, good things that will make your life more positive!