I've read that relapsing can be a part of recovery...thoughts on that?
I think relapsing is part of the addiction, not recovery. I've relapsed more times than I care to remember but now at over four months I feel like I finally 'got it right'. You can too, just don't give up on yourself.
I had a lot of 'false starts' for a few months until I really decided that I was done, and did something about it (I chose counseling to aid in my recovery).
From what I understand, relapse is not part of recovery, but part of active addiction.
Every time I chose to drink again, things got worse for me, until I decided it was time to get some help and fully surrender to the fact that I could not drink again, ever.
From what I understand, relapse is not part of recovery, but part of active addiction.
Every time I chose to drink again, things got worse for me, until I decided it was time to get some help and fully surrender to the fact that I could not drink again, ever.
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Relapse is not part of recovery as said it is part of the *insert any word you like*...
Using the word recovery, to me, suggests that someone is making significant changes in their life to recover...provoking a drastic personality change...otherwise, like me, on all the times i didn't get any f2f help you just drunk again because you are an *insert any word you like*...
If you can accept that you are different to non-*insert any word you like* then you stand a chance of recovery providing you are willing to get help and willing to do some work on yourself...
There you go not even a reference to AA or alcoholic...oops;-)
Using the word recovery, to me, suggests that someone is making significant changes in their life to recover...provoking a drastic personality change...otherwise, like me, on all the times i didn't get any f2f help you just drunk again because you are an *insert any word you like*...
If you can accept that you are different to non-*insert any word you like* then you stand a chance of recovery providing you are willing to get help and willing to do some work on yourself...
There you go not even a reference to AA or alcoholic...oops;-)
I really dont like it when I hear people say that.
It is never a part of recovery IMO.
That sounds like the perfect excuse to do it just 1 more time.
Who wouldnt if they were told that relapse is what made them finally get it.
That 1 relapse may be the one that takes you out.
Everyone has their own path to recovery. Some do need a relapse to find out it didnt get any better out there. Some never made it back to let us know if it did or not.
All I can do is remember why I stopped in the first place.
It is never a part of recovery IMO.
That sounds like the perfect excuse to do it just 1 more time.
Who wouldnt if they were told that relapse is what made them finally get it.
That 1 relapse may be the one that takes you out.
Everyone has their own path to recovery. Some do need a relapse to find out it didnt get any better out there. Some never made it back to let us know if it did or not.
All I can do is remember why I stopped in the first place.
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I needed to drink every drink I needed to drink....plus for me booze was the final convincer, I needed to be beat into a place of reasonableness that only pain could do...so far me it was part of recovery.
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This almost seems like a semantic thing, or does the week start on Sunday or Monday? I know I have seen people talking about "planning a relapse," and that has me wondering about my 6 months coming up; whether the needless worrying about it is also the "planning" of it. But then I just remind myself that I could have gone to the store and bought alcohol on any day since I quit in Nov, yet I didn't; so I focus on that fact and realize there is a reason for it, and move on. I don't know if I will have a relapse. I have stopped drinking before ever so briefly, but I see those times as different somehow, maybe it's just because it wasn't time yet. (I am honest when I say today I don't really know if I have the spiritual awakening we have been hearing about, but I consider myself different this time.) This is about stopping and trying to make it stay that way. So it is a process of recovering and a road toward something you think you need. If you drink again, then maybe there is something that needs looking at in how you are thinking. Not really sure how else to address this.
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Unfortunately a relapse can happen wile someone is in recovery. Even to those that have many years in recovery. However as a component of recovery, like it has been said here already, relapse is not a part of recovery.
I myself relapsed dozens of times till I learned that it is not an "Achievement". However, not everybody needs to exhaust their self-will like I did.
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I think when I relapsed before, I just wasn't ready to really surrender to the fact that I was an alcoholic, and that drinking for me wasn't an option...each and every time I quit and went back to drinking things in my life just became worse.....to the point where I just couldn't ignore it anymore....I do believe for me that it was part of my journey to get me to where I am today...3 months sober and darn happy to be!!!
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My personal experience with relapse...3 or 4 years ago I got a DWI. That was in September. I was so determined then to quit (with the help of AA and a doctor I saw every few weeks) and actually made it for a few months (the longest i've gone in 14 years, i'm 28). That New Years a few months later, I had one beer (a Guinness) to celebrate the new year. Next drink after that was a few months later at a Ski Trip, I drank quite a few more. Slowly but surely, my drinking increased to point i was doing it everyday and even more before my got my DWI. I spent the next 3 years, trying to plan my next quit date. I set one every morning, and broke it every afternoon. That was until I hit my next bottom...a few days ago. Im on Day 4 today...
I know what relapsing will do to me, so its not part of my recovery. I can't have even have a sip, or ill be planning my next quit day every day of my life...
I know what relapsing will do to me, so its not part of my recovery. I can't have even have a sip, or ill be planning my next quit day every day of my life...
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so if knowing what relapse will do helps you stay sober then how is it not part of your recovery?
I guess I don't get it... experience is either your experience or not.
hahahahahaha I am getting bothered by posts on an internet forum, I love it.
I guess I don't get it... experience is either your experience or not.
hahahahahaha I am getting bothered by posts on an internet forum, I love it.
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depends how you use the word.......ive heard some use it as an excuse and justifcation for going on the razzle.
every illusion that i could drink with any form of control had to be smashed.
so i went out regular to smashed it...
until i felt a level of desperation only other alcoholics can identify with..imo.
then and only then was i ready......the mind opened......
depends how you use the word.......ive heard some use it as an excuse and justifcation for going on the razzle.
every illusion that i could drink with any form of control had to be smashed.
so i went out regular to smashed it...
until i felt a level of desperation only other alcoholics can identify with..imo.
then and only then was i ready......the mind opened......
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