lulu1974

Thanks duped..something you wrote jumped out at me..

I am not over this yet because i havent made peace of the fact that i am so disappointed in him. We went through 2 rehabs, possible prison sentence, separation, emergency room visits and i always thought he would beat it. I truly believed he wanted to get better and he would. i havent made peace with the fact that he failed me in my eyes. and i am bitter about it. I am bitter because i was willing to forget all the past if he could just get better and be the person i always dreamed he could be. shocking..that never happened. i at least i can laugh about it..but you guys know what i mean..after all the f*cking bs we have dealt with and these people cant even keep sober and go to meetings. just really p*sses me off.

Ok i feel better now!

Pelican

I had to forgive myself and my A.

I got help with this from reading "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay.

I forgave my A by saying to myself:

I forgive you for not being what I wanted you to be. I forgive you and set you free.

:ghug3

transformyself

Pelican, you're amazing. Consistent and loving. Thank you.

Kassie2

Lulu,

great insight! helpful for me too ! I think this is a biggie for me. I didn't hang in there all this time and get him sober to toss it all away.

Hey Pelican, have the book, love it, not there yet. Send positive thought my way.